WheN BeLLa RingS a BeLL

++ with u ++

2011-12-22T01:37:00.004+08:00

cause i'm ur lady, and u r my man...
:)

++ don't judge ++

2011-12-21T23:32:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey. u dunno me okai. so dun judge me like anything u like. well i really dun mind. nope. not at all. and one more thing. i am really happy without u. u noe wat, i cant be myself when i'm with u. dun talk big. dun talk like u noe everything. mind ur words. it feel awesome when we are far away separately. u noe, i need my scroll n u too. so, let it be how it is suppose to be. fullstop.

owh. i'm sexy n i know it.

++ bru nak hapdet ++

2011-12-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

mak aih. bukan main lama lagi xhapdet blog. alah. cerita tuh byk tp bz bah. final year student kan. eceh. wahhhh apa mau cerita apa apa?

lately size bdn semakin meningkat. mak aih tembam nye i. ramai dah tegur2 neh. ramai tanya sng ati ke?i jwb haah senang ati lerrr. hahaha. bajet dlu xmkn nasi afta 8pm. huh tahan sebulan jerr. hampeh.

i dunno wat to write actually, i juz wanna say something in here..

i dun want to marry early like in my age now, so plz understand. i dun want a guy yg x ikhlas ngan i. n plz dun judge my family because we has our own past n history. xpyh la nak judge2, komen2 atau compare kan diri sndr dgn sape2 yg rapat ngan my family. betolkan dri sndr bru lah berani nak tegur org ye. lagi satu jgn la annoying sgt smpi duit minyak pon nak mntk kat i. mkn pon i sapot. er hallo? i neh yg pomp pun xde mntk2 duit minyak kat org lah. even mkn pon i reti byr sndri.

plz jgn la kaco idup i lagi cause I'M VERY HAPPY WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

++ night, dark, light, stuck ++

2011-10-11T12:39:00.003+08:00

realized dat it was 8months.

i'm stuck.

++ terrible night ++

2011-10-08T03:18:00.000+08:00

how to explain wat happen to me? i dunno wat is d best words to describe my feelings.

disappointed? yes.

sad? yes.

angry? yes.

angry bird? yes.

da mcm xdpt nak wat keputusan sndr dah. bukan xsudi. i ok je. tp dalam hati i ckp 'belum masa lagi'. kenapa perkara yg simple sgt tuh pon xleh phm? yg paling penting kenapa paksa2 neh? mcm mengugut pon ader. oh my. hate to be 'used' like dis.

u have no idea how i'm feeling so SHUT UP.

demmit.

++ mengidam ++

2011-10-06T13:33:00.002+08:00

dia mai dah. perangai i mai dah. mengidam. eleh igt pregnant mama jer leh ngidam? i pon leh la. skang neh da ader prinsip baru (KONON) afta 8 stop mkn nasi. kalo leh xpyh mkn la. tp kdg lapo gak i bedal la bskut. bajet nak kurus la kunun. pehal la i neh. tp smlm si nanad pendek belanje mkn. i pon bajet xnk mkn nasi. g order nugget tempura. kire ok lah tuh drpd nasi kan. (OK KE?)

seoul garden. mak aih. i neh dala gile mkn steamboat. trgt sgt la tyme kat sarawak. kemain syiok mkn steamboat. balik kl, MAS pon xlarat nak bwk i terbang. so i paksa housemet i si nisa, merai, sut n undangan khas hasremi. waka waka eh eh. pegi la one u makan seoul garden. amek xsedar diri. pastu sorok baki2 makanan kat dlm pot tomyam soup tuh ngan bwh pinggan. gila xsenonoh. amek xhengat. konklusinye kenyang ye kat seoul garden. puas. bwkla student card tyme lunch hour dpt murah. jgn jd cm housemet i. p bedal kad mtrx sape2 sbb kad mtrx ilang. nak student price punye pasal. stended. hahah.

ni gmbr curi punye. ader org anto mail kt i nak tnjuk gmbo bege. almaklomlah bb i dpt dis week. skung pakai hp iphone4s JE (AYAM). so xpyhla nak mms bagai2 eh. kalo org kol pon wat silent vibrate je. bukan malu. eh xde hal la nak pakai. cume nt jd perhatian plak sbb kaler dye hijau terang.

bapak gedabak betol beger neh. 45hengget yer kat NY Deli. neh pon i pakse housemet try. hahaha. byk dlm list neh. manhattan fish market lagi, kfc baru lagik. mana x boss sebot western food kat look out point agik. belakang umah jer pon. mana akak i sebot pasal ikan bakar sekinchan agik.

makan makan makannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

*sorry didnt pick up ur calls. i merajokla ape lagi.

++ cek mai padang besaq ++

2011-10-05T18:54:00.002+08:00

tudia. slang pun teruih tukaq. bukan pa. bru la ikot flow. hahahha. si im ajak p padang besaq. ngan belang skalik. so dorg dtg puncak pikap i kul 12.30tgh mlm hari jumaat. singgah sane sggh sini, lyn mv dlm keyta. berdengkuq dlm keyta, gedebak gedebuk smpi kedah kat jitra kul 6am.

mujur la ader member ramai. dptla tdoq free kat motel abah dia. walaweyh. neh baru betol mmber. syg lebih ar. neway thnx amin for help ok. n mak kau masak mmg sedap la weyhhh. well masok jitra mall hanya semata2 nak cri lens. bengong cne la i leh lupe bwk bende penting. lens n jam tgn. kelam kabut sgt ar tuh. mklomlah bdn neh asyik xsehat 2 3 menjak. asyik mkn panadol je keje. tu yg bengong tuh. xsehat pon maken sehat je bdn i neh. ish. susah tol nak kurus. dem dem.

so sgtlah jakun tgok ladang tebu. cantek ar pemandangan dia. hijau jer. rase nak berhenti n p tgkp gambaq. guling2 sat cm cite hindustan pon okeh. hahaha. tp xsmpt ye. byk gmba x amek. kejar timing punye psl. aku pon xphm apela function im bwk dslr tp dslr duk dlm keyta je. dslr berat pungkok sgt neh. hahha. tp satu bende la. padang besaq panaihhhhh. ketiak basah ooo. haiya.

tyme makan kat pdg besaq i neh mmg noob la xtaw nak order ape kat kedai org thailand tuh.

bile tanya
'kak ade ape eh kat sni?'

akak pon jwb
'ns goreng prai gap thapp. nasi goreng kow pad. nasi goreng kap kap....................'

byk ar lagik dye bebel. kap kap kap la. i pon ternganga jela. dem. satu hape i xphm. kalo i nak pon mcm la i taw ape bende sume tuh. ishhhhh.

'yg neh la kak.' pap i tunjuk pggn akak i. tp mmg sedap ar. pedas.

shopping smpi penoh bonet. singgah penang dulu lepak kat coffee island cafe, gurney drive. betoi2 depan pantai. pastu bajet nak jalan2 ar kat tepi pantai. sekalik ujan da. basah baju aku. ishhhh.

balik jer mmg aku tdoq jela dlm keyta. ish aku xnk igt la ape yg menjadi bantal aku mlm tuh. kambeng kambeng. memalukan! ishhhhhhhhhh.

nt nak dtg agik ar. hahaha.

++ tutti kutti kutti ++

2011-10-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

tutti circle eh? i igtkan tutti frutti td. xkesahla. nilah apalah noob sgt i neh smpikan jam tgn ngan lens leh lupa plak nak bwk. maklomlah perjalann bermula di tgh mlm. destinasi yg dituju ialah padang besaq. tujuan shopping dan jenjalan. naek keyta de gea n i jd boss ye duk belakang. fulamakatak. pastu pinjam bantal man u letak kat belakang pinggang. haihh. kalo kejam sket letak bwh pungkok. back pain laaaaa. gahahaha.

sebelom ke padang besaq singgah la jitra mall cari lens. mak aih gedik plek nak pakai lens colour2 neh. dulu penah pakai pastu dah xpakai dah sbb cam menyampah jer pakai lens kaler2 neh. neh tbe2 tergatal plak nak pakai. ha pakai kaler grey. ecehhhh.

menunggu si belang pakai lens bukan main menangis2 agik. mcm kene pukul jer airmata dye keluar tuh. oleh sbb i steady jer siap mekap lagik kat kedai spek tuh. sbb menunggu bebelang lmbt. padahal i sndr memg nak mekap.

bile memandang sekeliling ku terasa yakin. sesekali terasa seperti gadis dr korea bermata kelabu dengan rambut beralun yg ditiup angin. tetapi size badan yg agak luar biasa mmbuatkan ku terasa diriku melayu dan bukan korea lagik. so xjadi perasan. kemeja ijau kenapa ko ketat?

kelabu mata hitamku.

++ good recycle bin ++

2011-09-28T21:56:00.001+08:00

never get jealous when u see ur ex wit someone else because we should give our used toys to the less fortunate. yeah.

take it play it. coz i have used it before. thnx for being dustbin or recycle bin or anything. yeahh.

++ perasaan ++

2011-09-21T01:54:00.001+08:00

1. sunyi? adalah standard mnjadi tempat persinggahan di kala putus cinta, putus haid, frust menonggeng, frust meronggeng dan arakian masalah2 percintaan. tempat persinggahan ye. agak2 sedih nak mati dtg minta di-entertain. agak2 dah lega blah begitu sahaja. wat de fuck? remember. wat goes around comes around bebeh. d world is round. well it is sphere actually. dtg xberjempot, blah xdisangka. suka suki pokemon je. menabur perasaan kasih dan harapan. namun hasilnya ditinggalkan. tpe. tpe.

2. riak? halahai. manusia. bile dpt sesuatu riak. takabur. bru dpt keje best riuh sekampung. bru dpt bini cantek kepoh selaman sesawang. opss. sukati u all lah kan. nak show off ke nak hape ke. tp igt. xbaik riak2 berlagak neh. igt asal usul tuh ye. kalo da dpt sesuatu pangkat, harta, kejayaan, kemenangan mahu berlagak n tunjuk taring. tpe. tpe.

3. hubungan? seems like i neh xleh rapat ngan sape2 ke? rapat ngan org neh, weh dia suke ko. i noe he likes me, but i didnt feel d same. itu hak dia la nak suke kat i. i pon penah suke kat org. itu hak i la. my feelings, my inners. naluri manusia. lumrah kan. dis guy concern lebih kat i, se-universiti kepoh ckp dye menyimpan perasaan kat i. dahtuh biarlah. sebok mende. kau ade? xdela tuh sbb tuh duk mengata. suasana tmpt keje pon lebih kurg. rapat sket esoknye satu daerah tahu. ape cerlop la jge tepi jeans levis i neh? mentaliti tuh kasi bukak sket bah. baek jage profit company drpd jage hal i yg hanya part tyme sje. rapat sket nak g ty. eh u kwn ngan dia ke? eh dye suke u eh? eh u g mane ngan dia? eh u watpe ngan dia? eh dye tuh agak2 sket kang i sound kang? eh ur sista taw ke u ngan dia? eh yeke xlebih dr kwn? eh eh eh eh. yg dok eh eh eh tuh bek memikirkan cara ntok mendptkan jodoh dan kumpol duit ye nak pinang anak dara org drpd sebok kan hal i. i kene mcm2. dah heboh. tpe. tpe. bende xbetol. xpyh layan.

*sory. not interested.

++ bersama naga dan lolz ++

2011-09-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

it is delicious. like it. but if too much feel like want to spill it. so better take it juz in d right amount lah. whoaaa. bile boss ajak kuar tgok johnny english reborn. ok lah mmg nk sgt g pavi beli levis. almaklumlah encik despatch kat tmpt keje bh i voucher 80rm. byk tuh. bru kuar 169rm jer byr ntok beli levis. fulamakatak. syiok ar. well sbb i mmg pakai levis tp xmmpu beli. yg sedia ada neh pon mama tersyg beli smpena besday.

oleh sbb malas nak drive, i suruh la boss naga ngn lolz pikap kat petronas ampang tuh. i lak jd boss yer duk belakang relax2. boss la drive kan hahahha. cm jenuh gak la si boss naga ngan lolz tunggu i kat levis. biasela i paling susah n lmbt bile beli jeans. hahahah. maklumlah byk tmpt sangkut. kalo peha lepas, pungkok xlepas. kalo pungkok lepas, pinggang longgar pulak. shape i kan special edition. ahakz. tula namanya cabaran, rintangan, dugaan dan halangan.

borak2 ngan naga n lolz neh mmg betol2 menguji ketahanan i. maklomlah suara xde tp sebok nak borak panjang. pastu lupe beli strepsils. lama gak i xsihat2. mule2 dmm pastu sore throat. pastu suara dah mcm ella dah. cuaca kan. hujan x menentu.

johnny english reborn neh. hurm okla. nak kate cte dye best sgt pon xdela jugak. cm slow pon ader.my opinion ok. mr bean neh mmg noob betol. i paling gelak tahap gaban tyme kerusi dye up n down neh. hahaha. hadohaaaiiiiii.

i luv dis oke! boss naga la yg ajar i pakai perfume dubai ajmal neh. kebanyakan perfume dye i xminat tp yg neh i suke. citrus fresh floral. luv it. pastu ader la ramai puji i wangi bau2 arab. aisehhhhhhh. nxt tyme jenuh la kalo perfume da abes kene cri kat pavi je. kat OU pon ader tp xsurvey agi ajmal neh kat mane.

smpi ampang 2pg. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

*take care dear.

++ akulah rockers ++

2011-09-17T14:09:00.003+08:00

musim ujan tanpa henti. wiper boyfie plak wat hal. bru je lepas kuar dr hospital my boyfie neh. dye da makin hensem. syg lebih la. tp pasneh nak anto boyfie kedai mekap la plak. tukar wiper. susahla i nk drive u syg. u manje sgt. ujan2 xpyhla manje2. xkesian ngan i ke? drive u mlm2?

musim ujan tanpa henti neh. haih. demam2. afta demam sore throat afta dat suara pon tarak. weird gile g opis tp dok diam je. passive kejap. cmne nak aktif? kotak suara pon x mengizinkan.

strepsils? ok jap g ar cri. boss ajak tgok johnny english reborn neh. aduh duh. dala dpt voucher levis 80rm. xsabaq nya nak p beli kat pavi. fulamakatak!

i bella bukan ella.
i single belom dabel.
kalo da dabel i gtaw la. jgnla risau bebenor.

++ monday blues ++

2011-09-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

kemalasan. wat we called? monday blues? huh. tula cuti 2bulan lame sgt. nk bgon pg xde mslh. (pure2) sbb da biase bgun pg g keje. kalo stat keje kul 9 i masok kul 10 adalah perkara biasa. well tu tyme xbyk keje la. kalo byk keje mst la on time.

hari pertama. bosan. kelas pon leh tahan gak subject dye. evidence based practise in MRI , DIP III ngan MRI technique protocols. huarghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. kelas 10.30am blah awal. dah taw lecturer luar mengajar, kompem2 la xsmpt kan dye nak datang palam. pg2 da jammed. S-H-I-T. dala bwk myvi bmw/x tuh. haih xreti la i drive keyta org neh. my boyfie cptla semboh! i rndu nak drve u la!

slalo bgun pg ntok g keje neh ntok clz. urghhh. malas malas malas. kambeng kambeng kambeng. da final year pon mls. haihhhhhh. apa nak jadi? apa nak jadi? smpi sekarang xkawen lagi.... itu lagu.

hah nehla namanye tyme kt sr courier i bekerje ye. nmpk tuh berkepuk2. dok wat data. ngan losyen atas meja. hahahhahaha. pastu bile bau wangi sume dah pelik la wat2 saket idung la alahai mengada betolll. hahha

kemaen tebal gile nak scan delivery yg despatch and agent2 wat neh. tp bile keje lupe mase. smbil dgr2 lagu smbil wat2 lawak gelak2 smbil2 on9 agik.

ha neh tyme mengidam. despatch belanje. tq eh.

neh plak mr yap bg. alahai i teringin sgt nak mkn kuih bulan. sekali fulamakatak. XSEDAP OIIIIIIII.

kak mas belanje cool blog. shedappp.

alip lolz belanje big apple. heheh tq2.

kak fiza belanje mkn. faizal belanje belaje tgok movie n j.co. manela nk dpt boss murah hati cm korang? gelak sakan xhengat dunia. hahhaha. nak keje la oiii. mls nak masok kelassss.

*ketiadaan mood sem baru neh. haihh.

++ ate perak tour le ++

2011-09-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

inilah fiqa saini. dye dah bertunang. sgt anggun dye. kiut jer. tunangn org ye. dlm kelas dye lah pencipta sejarah. yg lain tuh bercinta bagai nak rak smpi sebot kawen2 beranak pinak bagai tp fiqa neh syempoi baq ang. snyp2 jer then tunang. xde pon show off cakap berapi riak takabur last2 habuk pon tarak. opsss terlebih sudah hahaha. neway fiqa, i doakan kebahagiaan u ok. insyaALLAH dengan izin TUHAN kamu dan bakal tunangan akan bersatu menjadi suami isteri dlm ikatan yg sah dan berkekalan. amin.

le tour de perak ye. ate. penat bebenor kwn. mane idok. drive dr pg ke pg. haaaa. 8.30am smpi le ke 4.30am. bru selesai ceritenye.

mule2 skalik.

1. cheras - dr umah

2. puncak alam - pikap nazree

3. teluk intan - destinasi utama

4. kg bahagia - umah nisa hassan + umah fiqa yg melangsungkan pertunangan secara live

5. chenderong balai - umat pidot padiuuuuuu

6. kg gajah - umah nazree

7. hutan melintang - umah naim kargo

8. sabak bernam - umah farid smj

9. tg karang - futsal

10. puncak alam - singgah tidoq

11. cheras - im home!

berjompe ngan rakan perosak sebaya mmg menyakitkan usus perot. zikril hakim, farid smj, acap cina bukuit, nysa hassan, pidot padiuuu ngan nazree crazie. berani2 bermain2 ngan tahi lalat i. mntg2 xde byk ckp pule. huh.

memandu mmg penat. saket pungkok saket belakang bek pen. mekaseyh kpd nazree meng-take over selama stgh jam mgkin. wpun hmpir terlanggar lembu, makan jalan sebelah, tervrooooommmmm, xbg signal, brek mendadak... TAK APE. i dulu pon cenggitu. lagi terok kot. lagi gangster. biasela tuh. xde yg pelik la. bru2 kan. dalame2 EXPERT la baq ang. ahakzzz.

mgkin bagi u all biase je. tp hr le tour tersebut sgt bermkna buat i. i dpt gak merasa suasana beraya. i nikmati saje ape yg ade. alhamdulillah. DIA Maha Pemurah.

*speechless.

++ conan d barbarian ++

2011-09-03T00:03:00.005+08:00

yiehaaaaaaaaaaa. td tgok conan d barbarian kt tgv klcc. i saw thiss stuff. 14.9rm je. of coz la i beli. i kumpol bende2 alah cenggini. wah ader roda2 bagai. design nye seolah2 cm keyta la. pasneh leh la race! race ngan my boyfie hahahha. wah syiok! tp xdela se-excited beli kungfu panda punye.

lelaki ini gagah. rmbot gerbang2. curl2 nak kalahkan rmbot i. maklomla ader owg belanje movie kan. fulamakatak. syiok ar. last couple of days boss belanje. td pon org belanje. nxt? anyone? anyone?

ok hrneh i keje ok. masok opis. siap bwk keje lik umah agi. bukan smgt. i mls nak stay opis lame2. so jp lagi keje itu akan diusahakan ok.

sok serang teluk intan. ghaye2. yiehaaa. hahahah.

*sory. termuntah td. nsb bek xmuntah dlm keyta u. sory2. maap2. heheh neway thnx for care :)

++ final destination 5 ++

2011-09-01T02:11:00.004+08:00

setiap kali movie final destination kuar, i taw jalan cerita dye pasti same. same saje. all d same. equal. pasti ade mamat atau minah salleh dpt bayangan bahawa semua akan mampos secara kejam. in d end sume akan mmpos. kemudian lampu psg berambos lah dr movie ye.

bile boss nak belanje tgok movie, waduhh mana bisa mungkin ditolak dong. udahlah boss jemputin di umah. hantarin juga d umah. aduhhhh. kapan nonton lagi boss? kapan? hahahha. layan final D5 kat pavilion. hari raya ke2. hurm. nmpk sgt my raye bosan an? ah forget bout raya lah.

smpt ar gak shopping. teman boss shopping senanye. homaigod. i nak beli wallet. jenuhla survey2 pastu da jompe wallet ELLE yg berkenan di hati tuh promoter dye xde plak. budus tol. terpkse postpone. kuar dr movie jer da kul 10pm. mane smpt. nak beli paris hilton punye mahal plekkkk. hurm. nxt2 tyme ar beli. nk wt cmne an.

beshnye tekak dpt layan hot green tea latte starbucks. slalu minum frapuccino jer. neh si daos sian dye da 10x sebot nk blnje coolblog. yela daos. nt eh. nt kite g cri eh.

*ma. adik syg ma taw. =(

++ hari merdeka selamat ++

2011-08-31T13:56:00.004+08:00

hari MERDEKA RAYA selamat. i suke sgt la icon kat google neh. simple, nice but meaningful.

selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan yg ke-54 MALAYSIA. tanah tumpahnya darahku. ku sanjung tggi negara ku. 1 MALAYSIA kan.

raye ke merdeka ke i ttp bosan tahap celaka punye kat umah neh. bgosla jap g nak kuar ngan my boss. dye nak belanje tgok Final D5. pavi. sbb dye pon stok beraya kat kl cm i. hahah. leh i shopping dan perabeskan duit lagi. (demmit!)

owh my boyfie injured. sabar eh. i tgh berusaha ntok masokkan u kat hospital neh. sabar sket eh boyfie. hati i juge keciwa dan derita. namun, u pon taw semua itu berklaku secara tidak sengaja.

ape nak cite eh? xde bende nak cite. jerawat kat muke makin naek. homaigod. pantang stress sket mula la dye pon ikot sebok nak kuar. baju raya xjadi. sepasang besar sepasang lagi tah hape2 lah jadi. akak puncak alam tuh xreti jahit lah. tensen i. tpela. sabar jela. nak mrh pon bende dh jadi. dala kain mhl. fakap tol. kene g oter kat butik ar cenggini. adui tekanan oiii. neway i bukan tensen bout dis kind of things pon. ni apela sgt kan.

*raya tahun ini sgt tidak bermkna wat i. how i need some therapy. need some fresh air. need some space. owh. totally sux.

++ hari raya selamat ++

2011-08-29T15:26:00.002+08:00

wpun raya kali ini tidak mmberi apa2 makna kepada saya, namun sy ttp merakamkan syukur ke hadrat ilahi kerana dpt meraikannya. semoga sy sentiasa tabah, kuat dan redha menempuh ujian dari-NYA. DIA lebih mengetahui apa yg terbaik untuk umat makhluk ciptaanNYA.

dengan ini, sy bella ghazali aka bella dingdong dan suami.. ops maap lom kawen agik.. ingin mengucapkan selamat menymbut hari raya aidilfitri berserta memohon maap zahir dan batin.

sy ingin memohon ampun drpd hujung rmbut bru sy, maklomlah bru lepas blik salun... smpilah hujung kuku kaki sy yg agak pjg, sory xsmpt nak ketip agak bz.. kepada :-

1. mama sy yg sgt dicintai dunia akhirat. ampun ma, adik mmg banyk dosa kat ma.

2. arwah abah sy. doa xpenah putus bah.

3. kakyong sy. oleh sbb kakyong lggr divider mggunakan keyta adik maap adik terpkse claim gak ekoran ekonomi merudum.

4. kakngah sy. maap kengkdg tergigit anak2 kakngah, geram kiut sgt.

5. kaklang sy. maapla. adik menegur hanya untuk kebaikan bersama.

6. sanak saudara sy.

sy juga ingin merakamkan memohon maaf di hari yg mulia ini kepada :-

7. incik boolat. maap lamaran x diterima. namun kesabaranmu mengusik hati ini. cewah.

8. shorty. sbb slalu mention2 shorty dlm twitter.

9. kengkwn sy terkutuk. terlanggar. tersiku. terbahan lebih2. termaki. terjeling dsbgnya.

10. pemandu2 di jln raya. kot2 termakan jalan. ter-hon. terbagi beam. ter-race.

11. bos2 dan staff2 di opis. terponteng keje g shopping. tergelak lebih2. terslh wat keje.

12. guru2 dan lecturer2 sy. kot2 termengata baju xmatching ngan kasut.

13. ex2 boipren sy. kite tiada jodoh. jgn merayu padaku lagi.

kalo nak rakamkan ucapan mmg xhabes. cukop2 lah tuh. yg penting ikhlas. sy merindui ramadan. moga2 sy dpt mengecap ramadan seterusnya. insyaALLAH kalau dipnjgkn umur.

akhir kata terimalah serangkap pantun drpd sy.

kalau ade sumur di ladang,
bolehla sy menumpang mandi,
kalau ader umur yg pjg,
selamat hari raya lagi.

*apakah sumur di ladang? sy mndi kt toilet je.

++ story book V ++

2011-08-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

let d time decide...

-the end-

++ story book IV ++

2011-08-24T01:39:00.005+08:00

i'm thinking of how to get enough money to get engaged with u. i'm working on it.

i'm used ur pic for my dekstop wallpaper at my office. so many people compliment u.

no one else. only u

when she got angry. he smiled.
when she silence. he talk.
when she fed up. he entertained more.
when she is doing wrong. he apologized.
when she is laughing. he said 'my princess'.

she dunno. she cant decide. she blur. she is so noob.

looks like hard to find the end of the story.

++ story book III ++

2011-08-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

pilih.

1. org yg kite syg lebih.

ataw

2. org yg sygkan kite lebih.

pilih lagi.

1. org yg mmbuatkan kite tertanya2.

ataw

2. org yg nak serius ngan kite.

pilih lagi lagi.

1. org yg kite harus bersabar ngan sikap nye.

ataw.

2. org yg selalu bersabar ngan sikap kite.

last punye pilih.

1. org yg kite ader perasaan padanya.

ataw

2. org yg kite xpasti apa perasaan kite pdnya.

kite xkn slalu dpt apa yg kite nak.
sbb TUHAN lebih mengetahui apa yg terbaik ntok diri kite.

sbb tulah, ku berserah pada-MU.

++ story book II ++

2011-08-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

The lady said..
If I'm yelling and angry, u shouldn't worry. But if I'm quiet and angry u should do.

The guy said..
U insult me. I dun mad at u. But its remind me for who i am long time before.

The lady said..
I cant find my chemistry in u.

The guy said..
It will makes us as one

...........................

Deeply inside form the lady's heart saying..
Go away. I hate to see u suffering.

++ story book ++

2011-08-08T22:39:00.005+08:00

Here the story. Not a fairy tale. Fucking tale could be.

There is a guy and a lady.

Went for a date. (not really)

They had a dinner together at d Garden.

While eating, a man played a piano for them. (handsome guy playing piano. dem!)

All about love songs.

The guy was so happy but the lady feel awkward but still try to gain a mood. (or romantic mood)

They took a picture on d garden.

But at d guy's back, the lady DELETE d picture. (cruel a lil bit. yah.)

But, the lady really likes the Garden.

Cause the place was so peace, beautiful n classic.

She feel guilty becoz not really enjoy d dinner with the guy.

But she still smile because she appreciate the guy very much.

On the way home, the guy had spoke some spoil/stupid/bangang/cilakak words.

The lady was so angry.

Because the same mistakes repeatedly.

They had a fight in d car.

They guy bumped the door.

The lady was so surprised n disappointed too.

But the guy bought a drinks for her and say sorry.

She said ' i dun want' roughly.

Right now, the lady so confused. She's not falling in love. She hv no idea wat does she feel in herself.

The guy proposed her for many times. Not for a gf, a fiancee but as his wife.

'You are my soul, love. Marry me.' said the guy.

'Juz leave it to GOD. GOD knows better than us'

And she silence... melancholy... she dunno... she dunno... dunno...

-INTERMISSION-

..................................

++ slm ramadhan ++

2011-08-05T21:00:00.003+08:00

ramadhan dtg lagi. alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan ntok smbot ramadhan tahun ini. semoga ramadhan kali ini lebih baik drpd tahun lepas. insyaALLAH. permudahkanlah dan berkatilah YA TUHAN.

* If God knows we're meant to be together, He'll find a way to bring us closer no matter how far apart we are. InsyaALLAH.

bz la. nak updet pjg2 pon tarak mood. will be back soon!

++ cerita yg berlaku ++

2011-07-17T18:20:00.003+08:00

last nyte si daos mntk tmn shopping. nak bli bagpac kate dye. mntk teman g mid. so oleh sbb da lame x hang out sesame lantaran kebizian masing2 i pon tman la. but as usual xmo lik lmbt. weekends rase nak duk umah jer sbb da pnt keje tyme weekdays kot. so tyme kat mid, byk bende yg fakap n menyampah berlaku. antara nya.

1. tyme lalu kat tepi jalan kt cheras. i TERnampak seorang lelaki pee d tepi jalan. malangnya lelaki tersebut adalah penghantar dominos sbb nmpk motor dewlivery tuh. dem. da kencing tepi jln mcm xkesah jer org tgok tmpt public sebegitu, pastu zip seluar smbong anta piza. i cant imagine. yucks. tuh yg sedap sgt dominos agaknya.

2. 2x org tunjuk bontot kat i. n sgt close oke ngan my face! 1st kat butik nike. sementara demok ayik tgok kasot i pun dudoklah kat kerusi empuk. suddenly ade uncle n 2 org cina bukit bodoh tgok2 kasut. uncle tuh cm bute ke hape i kat blakang. dye leh berdiri n muke i ngan bontot dye hanyalah dipisahkan oleh beberapa cm. then paling fakap dye korek bontot. mcm cibai. secondly kat oasis ader cina gak nak lalu tepi meja i. tp bontot dye lalu dpn muke i. omg. xreti ckp 'excuse me' ke hape. hari bontot sedunia ke hape neh? respect people ok. dun show ur butt in front of someone else face. xbelaja sivik ke hape neh?

3. tyme si demok beli bagpac kat studio R, ader la org mane tah i xtaw ape race dye but couple itu pastinya malaysian. dala potong queue, pastu tyme nk byr leh plak ngan bgga2 mengeluarkan duit yg sumpah tebal nak mati diikiat dengan getah sumenye not 100rm. pastu sgt berlagak mmbyr brg yg dia beli tuh. sini bukan tmpt ntok tayang2 duit. xpyh riak tuh jer nk ckp. xpyh tayang2 duit n wat muke berlagak. dala ptg queue. puih.

owh itu yg berlaku kat mid. dah lantak p sje nak cite. bosan kan.

my life spnjg 2mggu duk umah. 2mggu neh mcm2 jd. family semakin lah onar berlaku. i wish people grow heart n maturity instead of ego. siapalah i nak menegur org yg lagi tua dr i? owh pangkat? yup i sedar. but niat i sgt2 ke arah kebaikan. i berdoa semoga YANG ESA membantu my family. doa sahaja tiada usaha pon xbermakna bukan. i sdg mengusahakan sesuatu n berharap semoga ianya berhasil. insyaALLAH.

status? looks like i'm not ready for any relationship and being double. kenapa la sumenye dtg serentak n bertubi2? lepas org neh org neh. pastu org tuh plak. well sory la sbb terpaksa reject sume. i told u im not ready. xbersedia. rase lebih syiok idop single. bebas. ngan kwn2. ngan tgok surrounding bile berdouble byk prob. cne nak ckp kat mamat neh yg i xleh accept dye eh? hadoi. mcm2 dye wat. sumtimes dye leh accept kekasaran i. dala his mom pon taw pasal i. siap kol agi. cne neh? hamek ko tersengguk2 ckp kat telepon ngan mak mentua (konon la). apela nasib i neh. siap his dad suruh dtg umah lagik. mak aih. jgn. i mude agi. dis guy baik. seriously. but i dunno. i dunno y myelf cm neutral sgt. dats y i ckp i xready.

bantai plak ader seorang lelaki neh 'aku nak ngorat ko leh x?' eh eh. dalame kawan tbe2 nak ngorat. cmno neh tbe2 leh ader feeling. tp tpela i xslhkan u. i pon pnh crush ngan someone. mybe u juz a crush. bak kata ana, 'kalo tersuke kat org lebih dr 4 bulan mksdonya MAYBE love. kalo less than 4months could be CRUSH only.' ha pesal korang start counting plak neh? hahahha.

when i ask someone 'wat will happen if somebody else want to take me from u? are u still wit me?' n jawapan dye sgt mengecewakan. dye mmg xkesah pon ngan diri i. kenapa jarak dijadikan alasan? i tawar hati. tp kdg2 i rndu kt u. cne cne cne? dem.

i berharap start nek sem im still single. tu jer my wish. belom mase lagi nak berdouble. myself yg xsedia. hati i xterbukak lagi. i wish i wish still single.

* rasenye i yg prob. well, kenapa i keras hati? hum. i sndr xtaw. tp tahla. runsing la plak mende neh.bile da ilang bru nk sedar kot? erm.

++ love story? not really. ++

2011-07-14T21:14:00.004+08:00

i juz feel comfortable. i'm not fallin' in love. *sigh*
i am full of fire n passion. i'm not ready yet for great concentration n serious one.

++ status ++

2011-07-12T22:12:00.003+08:00

adakah i akan menamatkan zaman single i terhdp org yg i sndr kompius i suke ataw x? my god. i can't decide. tp, mcm dah xlame jer i single neh. adoi. single 10x best la. i cant imagine. cne la i nt bile berdouble. erk.

++ bz bz la kunun ++

2011-07-09T16:07:00.003+08:00

skng da stat lik keje opis lame. i remember at my 1st clz during intersession, my opis dah call tanya nak keje ke x. well thnx so much to all my boss sbb still pikap i jd part tyme.

well besela tyme bosan kat opis tuh. jd xkeruan la. paper da abis khatam. kak fiza bg samsung galaxy tab. dpt on9 mmg dpt tp lembap nk mmpos jd i gunekan ntok men angry bird. currently dah addicted ngan angry bird. wpon da lame sgt burung yg marah neh. so skung nk p cari angry bird kaler merah. ahaaaaaaa.

it is not easy for me to say 'i do' in a relationship. not easy as u think. gv me some time to accept u dear. sorry to keep u waiting. there is so much in my shoulder ryte now.

*now is d right tyme to quit. i'll say I'M QUIT.

++ tf3 ++

2011-07-03T00:30:00.004+08:00

oke2 i dah tgok tf3! oemji. optimus prime i sgt gagah lagik taf. suke2! bumble bee i sgt lah hensem dan macho. suke2. 2 jam stgh duk dlm mv. 3D lagik. my frens from labuan n lagi sorg puchong ajer. dorg yg ready tix. to my darlings azar n daos. sory darls. cant make it midnite. i'm at ampang. i respect my sista. rase xsdp nak lik afta midnite. hope u guyz understand. :)

lunch kat papparich kt curve. lame xmkn papparich. shedapnyaaaa. borak2 smpi gelak sakan smpi keluar ayaq mata. heheh. shopping2. my frens yg shopping i yg dpt free giftnye. neway nice gak bju kat graffiti tee. mmber2 lak buncet. bila try2 baju sume nak thn napas. xleh blah hahahha.

neway i rase megan fox lagi triple hot than rosie hungtington tuh. apeda tington cm dingdong je. ceh. megan fox lagik tergoda gtu.

neway nice hangouts with u guyz. i juz hope tyme i drve 150km/hr kat mex highway tuh xkene speed trap. mintak jauh la mntk jauhhhhhhh.

* he said miss u three.

he said cant forget me.

he said i'm different.

he said to be d wanna-be.

i dunno which one to choose. dem!

++ mas-taiwan ++

2011-06-30T01:44:00.004+08:00

owh kekanda jgn iri hati dinda pegi stadium lagi~ hahah. tula. sapa suroh kerja jauh2. da xdapat g stad. stadium astro kan ader. jadi lah ye. owh i xtaw my fren belikan tix 30rm. view mmg best la. tp xmeriah. pakcik2 n makcik py tmpt neh. bile i sorak n nyanyi sume pndg pelik. siap teleng2 kepala tgok blakang. aduhhhh. silap port ar. kene cr port betol2 len kali. dak blakang i pon dok sorak sorg2 xde org bekap dye. xkn la i ngan dia jer nak terkinja2 an. neway seat 20rm much much much better la ntok tgok bola.

28" by safiq rahim n 59" by aidil. ouhhhh. congrates MAS. safee u tafla! hahahha. see u in taiwan. acecece.

2-1
proud 2 be MALAYSIAN.
TANAH TUMPAHNYA DARAHKU!

++ tweet tweet ++

2011-06-29T00:52:00.004+08:00

becoz really bored. (one day stay at home in ampang). teros bertweet tweet. eceh. tweet la smpi boring. fyp idok memikirkan lagi. cne cne cne? haiya. apekah? apekah yg ingin di tulis as title of fyp? hurm. tell me?

kenapa lah pengalaman silam tidak dijadikan sempadan, pengajaran, dan ingatan? hanya mampu berdoa kepada yg SATU. DIA yg maha mengetahui. berilah petunjuk. i am extremely dissapointed. i am :(

++ sejenak ++

2011-06-26T23:27:00.004+08:00

sumetimes we didnt get wat we want. meaning it doesnt meant for us. GOD knows better. the hopes is still there. becoz we are human. every human has a hearts. so dont blame urself.

++ mas-lebanon. ++

2011-06-24T03:39:00.008+08:00

MALAYSIA are d only survivor from ASEAN in 2012 olympic qualifiers after defeated lebanon 2-1. lebanon antara yg feveret tuh. tahniah malaysia! sgt berbaloi2 ke stad. lebanon pon ader supporters dye g stad. ciput jer jumlah nyer duk kibar2 bendera. tp sian, when last whistle player lebanon nangis.

bru min ke-8 da gol. by irfan. melonjak riang lah. owh suke. min ke-40 plak wan zack gol kan. 2nd half agak kecewa sbb tbe2 corak permainan mas dah merudum. main defence xnk attack. neway. sgt enjoy di stad. malaysia di hatiku!

perjlnn agak memenatkn sbb tdo xcukop. driving g balik. jammed agik. park kt star ampang je. mls bersesak2 di bukit jalil sbb gerak pon afta asar bout 5pm dr puncak alam. masok stad tpat2 kul 8. last nyte thinking of sumting yg actually small matter tp diperbesar2kan. bergolak diri plak smlm. arghh lek ah dulu xnk pk. owhhh. kain jakel slmt dihantar ke kedai kak su chantek di shah alam 2. tnx akak. jahit lawa2 yer. i syg gile kain tuh.

neway tlglah jgn maen laser. fak gile. sumpah loser sgt. shame on u!

sgt meriah d stad. thnx sha gg rabbit n remy sesame enjoy g stad n memekak dlm keyta. thnx to amad bg pinjm kasut stylo! well amad sume tgok kasut i dulu bru tgok i. eh silap. kasut-peha-i. puihhh.

proud to be malaysian!

++ mama ++

2011-06-23T01:17:00.003+08:00

yeah finally. so dis is d baskin robbins ice cream cake for my mama. i've been bz to upload it earlier. becoz the anatomy n physiology classes la of course. 88rm nett. very delicious. mama like it. pink for her. she likes pink. i pick up dis ice cream cake wit my sista belang at jusco maluri. together, i gave mama strawberry n fruity body shower as besday present. kakyong n kakngah cooked many dishes. got kuew tiaw, asam pedas, smbl daging n wat else? forgot lah. neway, mama we love u so much!

love my mama!

kakyong bought chocolate for mama.

same goes to kakngah.

well gmbr mak n akak2 xdpt nak upload. sbb dorg xpakai tudong. balik2 je anak buah2 mmg meriah. ala comey anak2 acu. yg batrisyia duk melekat ngan acu. bila acu nak balik dye nanges. ala cyg acu jgnla wat acu sedih. yg aleesya ngan air liuq dia. amboiii nak berdiri, kecik lg la cyg. yg abg kimi lasak xsudah. cian dye asyik kene je ngan mama dia. yg tina pon makin lasak. biasala budak nk mmbesar. (cewah ckp cm org tua la plak) besar nt jd org pandai2 eh anak2 acu. insyaALLAH acu doakan.

dhia aleesya.

kecik lagi xsabar sgt nak meniarap.

anak2 i.

dhia batrisyia yg i ngah dokong, meor muhammad hakimi ngan nur sarah qistina. neh sume anak2 i. hahhaha.

tgok, i da ader 4. u all bile lagi? hahha.

* katakan padanya aku rndu~

++ apa pon xboleh ++

2011-06-22T18:03:00.004+08:00

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xm td? soalan essay?

1. olfactory da TERkompius hearing ke smell? ok da taw smell tp tara ram aja laaa.

2. respiration. aiyak. inhale, exhale, pulmonary ventilation. tara ram juga bai.

3. tubule2? padia la neh. i xingt lgsung chapter urinary system. selak2 aje. lagi taram.

4. ions inside body? i state ekot suke2 hati i.

5. oogenesis. neh jer kot perform. tuh pon blom tntu.

sorry ter-burp kuat dlm xm hall. angin la. kalineh py period pain leh thn x thn.

* i leh gile g jakel. 160 rm ntok 2 pasang kain yg ce-chantek-lah sgt! nk g agiiiii.

* owh maybank cash deposit machine yg 'cash retard' my money. plz la kol i cept. i takot ooo. 250rm is a big number for student like me. GOD plz help me. ;(

++ anatomy and physiology ++

2011-06-21T01:21:00.002+08:00

xm mood. period pain. back pain. dear GOD. plz help me. show me the way.

++ pizza, carbonara, citrus ++

2011-06-18T14:36:00.004+08:00

pas tgok org mkn pizza, i pon dah terliur. so afta test3 anatomy and physiology, i ngan housemate decide nak g pizza setia alam ajerrr. i xsuke la jalan meru tuh. da la lopak2, lori byk lak tuh. ish nak elak la dr ekot ctu. jaoh pon tpe la haiiiiii.

so my tummy get burst. like pregnant mama. overall price for 3person juz 45.30rm. well we hit d 50% off friday. i would like to have starbucks (green tea latte) just nxt to pizza but seems like no space for my tummy belly. so i juz find d nearest watson to buy some stuff for my mama's besday. n we went for karok at klang parade. finally we bought blog drinks at tesco setia alam.

cream carbonara spageti. yummy.

chicken supreme pizza.

ice citrus tea.

burp. opss.

hot thigh.

mocha blog.

at home. merai ask us to play jutaria AGAIN. duhhh. back to school yawww.

money money.

*ALHAMDULILLAH shida da sembuh. take care dear. =)

++ the plan ++

2011-06-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

hepy besday mama! love u! mmuah! (it is 15june actually)
doa seorang anak tidak pernah putus kepada mama, insyaALLAH.

so dis sunday da plan memacam. kakngah msk. kakyong bli brg2 mentah n cupcakes. i n belang sharing is caring. kite da plan nak bli ice cream cake baskin robbins for mama.

so i decide ntok order ice cream cake kat jusco maluri sbb dkt ngan bandar tasik permaisuri umah kakngah. beria la kol. owh thnk god staff dye baik. siap mms gambar. i kol berkali2. n kos for d cake ok la. seems d price doesnt matter for my adorable mama!

dat's d way to order.

xsabaq nya nak tg ahad neh. nk tgk kek dye cemane. aduh duh. xsabaq nya. sok ader test anatomy & physiology. only REPRODUCTION py chapter. hope survive la for dis test. stgh org kate blaja reproductive best. tp npe i ngntok? terjaga di section2 tertntu jer. hahhaa.

dr hamzah was right. woman is complicated. dats true. sistem reproductive pomp, physiology dye, anatomy dye, risk dye n evrything mmg complicated. yes. fitrah. ciptaan YANG ESA.

so juz wait for nxt post for d result of my ice cream cake for my mama!

* appreciate ur mother once u become a child, because she's giving birth of u. appreciate ur wife once u become a husband, becoz she's giving birth of ur seeds.

++ sun kiss gudnyte ++

2011-06-15T02:13:00.001+08:00

kiss goodnyte.

++ besday clzmate & jutaria ++

2011-06-14T19:29:00.004+08:00

ain kol i. dye xtaw besday new housemate dye. sbb umah dorg jrg bukak fb. so ain mntk i sama2 meraikan besday husna. so kite same2 g bli kek n meng-suprise-kan husna yg berasal dr perak neh. ate loghat dye kemaen pekat. so i da mcm besday planner. hahaa. neway thnx ain & ika jempot my housemate same2 meraikan. dr luar umah ketuk jer pintu ngan kek di tgn. ala suprise gtu. si besday gurl xpakai tdg so xdpt upload la pic dye. hehhe.

kek besday.

me & ika.

ika & ain.

kitorg yg lebih bergambar hahha.

hahah. beselah housemet xde keje kan boring tyme intersesi neh. bantai men jutaria. kepoh kemaen. yg muflis ader. yg dok jerit2 ader. yg jutaria ader. yg ulang alik penjara 10x ader. nsb bek duit tpu. tp i xmen la. i tegar je jadi banker n pembaca fate & chance. hahah.

jutaria versi KL.

*jgn ckp org lebih. tgok diri sndr dulu.

++ kenapa x ajak? ++

2011-06-13T21:53:00.004+08:00

neway. i would like to apologize to anyone. i bukan xajak u all g wedding miss anne. so u all xpyh penuhkan wall fb n inbox i kate i xajak u all. ramai kot student g sne npe kate kat i je yg xajak. ape yg u all post ramai org akan baca. so rase xsdp la kt ctu ramai student senior n junior akan bc. i mmg xfemes pon i knew it very well. but sokey i x slhkan u all pon. of course la ader rase kecewa kan sbb kite sume syg miss anne n beria nak tgok dye kawen.

i'm coming to write dis sb i dpt txt msg yg wat i terkesima seketika psl xjak g wedding miss anne.

u hv to noe. i tidak diwakilkan oleh miss anne ntok menjempot students. i dpt msg pon dr nazmi. tuh pon last min. i pon dpt last minute ye. dlm keyta i ty nazmi 'ko jempot x dak2 lain dak2 clz aku' n nazmi said 'ader'. if i diwakilkan i MESTI la forward msg kpd sume.

ader yg gtaw kat i miss anne mmg limitkan jemputan dtg. student dye tersangat lah ramai. dewan MBSA tuh xbesaq mana pon. student dijempot last min. tp sejaoh mane kesasihan hal ini i xpasti tp mmg yg neh smpi kat tlinge i.

lecturer yg berfamily pon i dgr juz kate 2 org dijempot dtg. n siap kene anta reply invitation card. even tyme claz ngan dr hamzah pon dye da mention miss anne kawen but dye sndr ckp kat kitorg 'but i'm not sure la dye jempot student ke x'.

miss anne da kawen dah. sape yg g majlis dye leh tawla cne keadaan wedding dye. tidaklah ramai gile. agpon dye wat mlm. kalo pk secara logik, x dan la dye nak jempot sume org. student dye bukan nye 100 org. berkepok2 student dye. so for those yg inbox kat hp i nak tacing2 n maki2 i pk balik. pk sebelom bertindak. tanya dulu jgn men sembor jer. telajak perahu leh dindur.

well keyta i pon kecik aje. ader yg kate kat i nape ko x tumpang kan org neh org tuh. i nk ckp ko igt i bwk estima ke?

kalo i xdpt jemputan pon i kecewa but i xde la nak sembor org xde sbb. but dis is small matter yaww. no need to act rudely la. tanya soal selidik dulu lah ye.budi bahasa budaya kita.
peace yaw.
=)

++ wedding miss anne ++

2011-06-12T02:12:00.003+08:00

i do i do i do do do do do doooooo. such a very beautiful bride. miss anne convert kpd islam. ALHAMDULILLAH. nama baru dye if i'm not mistaken ann erynna. sumting like dat la. masa i nek atas pelamin sebok nak bergambar ngan pengantin (eh mestila) i kate 'skung kene panggil puan ann' then she said 'eh xde xde miss anne eh' hahahha. miss anne lecturer i. dye pernah ajar i patient care, MI n pathology and mammography. dye sporting, strict dlm permarkahan, baik, kelaka n was very2 nice lecturer.

i suke majlis dye. ader tema hijau2 daun2 ala sarawakian. very nice. although my fren kate agak crowded but for me very nice. i suke. sok i kawen nak pakai dress gak. owh i hope muat la. plz plz. n i was very like tulis ucapan kat miss ann then gantung kat ranting pokok tuh. so i bajet tggi dah pakai wedges marie claire kan, mase nak gantung mini card ucapan tuh, pap! patah dahan ranting tuh i wat. malu. sumpah.

wish u happily ever afta 'ann&azir'

ranting dahan yg dipatahkn i.

frens.

eat.

pelamin.

nice one.

yg ader kat last pic neh. me, nysa, merai, nazmi, pidot, pisah, aida, daos, amar mokhsin, bob n pengantin of course.

* married? not ready yet. abaikan saja pinangan itu (*_*)

++ fate ++

2011-06-11T00:38:00.003+08:00

some good sayings dat i found today.

never expect. never ask. never assume. juz let it be. if it is meant to be, it will.

1. never expect?

how could i never expect? of coz la expect sumting. such as in relationship. contoh yg paling sng la kan. i expect he will gv me d best. but as sayings all over the world, 'nobody is perfect'. i xmintk perfect. i nk yg terbaik je. d best dat u cn gv. yg penipu? da dpt. i tipu dia? i penah. yg curang? i da rase. i curang? not really, scandal aje. yg wat dek? ader je. agak2 da boring cri kite balik. need when needed. tyme susah cr, tyme da sng oh blah jela. dem. yg pukul i? da penah dpt. i belasah dye? ader. itulah namanya apabila nafsu menguasai segalanya2. there is no fairy tales in such this modern world. well i guess. owh ape? never expect? elehhh.

2. never ask?

how come la. of coz la will ask sumting kan. nak tuh nak neh. nak gune ntok kesenangan. kemudahan. skung lappy sudah rosak juga. skung i mau mintak lappy baru juga. sama sapa? sama diri sendiri la. at least mntk kat dr sendiri xde sushkan org. well i hope sgt2 la i will not trouble any of my family. owh lappy? nape la waktu2 puncak klimaks neh ko nak terbakaq? hati cek yg terbakaq neh siapa yg taw? sokey. mintak yg terbaek. jgn mintak bukan2. laenlah jadinya. kalo mntk baik jdnya baik. mntk jahat? pikiaqla sendiri.

3. never assume?

manusia mmg suke wat assumption sndr. org tuh xgarang kate garang. org tuh xmrah kate marah. org tuh diam kate dia emo. org tuh bsg kate dye kecoh. cube wat assumption kat dr sndr bru ngate org len. org tuh xsuke ang, p canang satu daerah kate dye dok gila kat ang. org tuh xkaco ko pon. oh my my. jgnla assume org sesuka hati. well boleh nak assume tp jgnla smpi mempengaruhi yg laen. hindarkan prasangka.

it is true.(sumtimes in certain situation) juz let it be. only fools rush in.
if GOD want it to be happen, it will.
siapa leh lawan kuasa yg diatas?

* rasa mahu bergangster lagik. ish!

++ TERgangster ++

2011-06-10T02:07:00.003+08:00

masa tgok mv ape tah, pastu TERtengok trailer KL Gangster. so my purpose nk tgk kl gangster juz becoz of 2 reasons.

1. nak tgok ady putra taf bukak baju.
2. nak tgok aaron aziz yg macho.

susah la nak minat artis lelaki malaysia neh. yg 2 org neh suka. owh cite ini best yer. payah kot nak minat cte si sol neh especially dlm genre gni. kl drift la khurafat la ape la xmmberi impak kpd i. tp kl gangster, owh mmg gangster. dialog2 mmg lawak, zizan pon lawak. pastu da stat la ayat tagline biru kat fb. eh tah pape jer wt gtu. cm bangang jer.

seat dpn skalik. kekambengan d ctu. nk wt cne. bru masok mv dah memekak2. kemon la xdewasa betol la rakyat skung. yg nk mengorat pon ala loser la weh. yg goyang2 kusi sumpah mcm sial. bile tang cite malay, yg g tgok mst xde attitude. wat bsg dlm mv hall. kemon la. matured sket leyh x. dala 3 gangster silap 3 gadis ( me, nysa n merai) diapit lelaki2 melayu di kiri dan knn. erk they are such no attitude. sbb tuh la i nk duk tgh. fortunately my frens xlyn so dorg pon xkaco lebih2 sgt.

neway, this is d 1st syamsul yusof's movie yg i betol2 suke. mberi impak kpd i dr segi jln cite n action nye. yg bagos no SLUT dlm cite neh. xde pomp seksi dlm cite genre cenggini pon leh jd box office lah. gud.

*jompe lisa surihani. cantek. kalo jompe ady putra aku teros pelok.

++ fb setiap hr ++

2011-06-08T00:08:00.001+08:00

well i mmg kerap on9 fb. mostly everyday. tp kalo bz, pnt, xde tenet mmg xon la. realise dat not evrything dat happen in our life can be publish on fb status. penah dgr jgn membuka keaiban sendiri dan keaiban org lain? in other words, jangan buka pekung di dada sndr. kan xbaik tuh. semua bende yg dlm2 pon nak cite watpe? u noe y? nobody can help to solve our problem because they are bz updating theirs. well guyz it is all up to u. this is only my point of view. i dun mind yours. i juz want to write it.

perlu ke?

1. setiap 5sec update status? dahla tu xde org like xde org komen tp still udating. semak wall i. ye betol fb ko sukati ko.

2. tiap2 hari status nak jiwang. org laen bercinta gak. tp xsegan ke parents tgok, siblings, relatives sume tgok mmuah2 korg tuh? owh family ko sporting? zaman moden. sweet? xsweet la weh annoying. bezakan 2 bende tuh dulu. (kat parents ko xde la plak nak wish morning, nyte, rindu, syg, tq, mmuah2 sume. bf/gf ko segale2nye la? watever.) ok betol fb ko sukati ko.

3. carut? well i pon penah gak. tp bile pk balik, not proper. owh sukati ko la nak tulis ape pon kat fb ko.

4. gmbr. hah neh kalo nk cite mmg xabes. gmbr kissing la. gmbr terdedah la. gmbr mulut itik la. (i pnh wat gak ahakzz) gmbr terjelir2 lidah la. gmbr ayu la. gmbr nmpk bulu dada la. gmbr serupa model porn la. gmbr cm simbol seks la. eh sukati ko la fb ko. betol2. sukati ko la ape i sebok.

5. fren beribu2 tp yg bebetol kenal 100 lebyh jer. cm iklan sympoo. 100 nisbah 2. hahahha. ye ye fb ko sukati ko la nak approve spe pon.

it is all up to u guyz. ur fb aite? but make it proper lah.
peace yaw.

++ lappy ++

2011-06-07T00:51:00.004+08:00

screen laptop terbakar which d cost for fix it bout 8hundred. insane! better buy new one lah. owh easy to say. where should i find the money? ish3. da ader yg pesan. jgn merungut xbek. well dats true.

family matters? i juz pray for d best.

recently not really happy. i should forget the waste. GOD plz help me. show me the way.

................

7jun. besday abah.
al-fatihah ntok arwah abah. semoga ditempatkan dlm kalangan org beriman disisi-NYA. amin.

++ sempadan malu ++

2011-06-04T01:44:00.003+08:00

sha txt i. she said she is already home. so i went to her house to proceed our plan.

bella : sha aku kat bwh neh. nmpk keyta aku x?

sha : ha? xde pon.

bella : eh. aku slalu kompius umah ko.

sha : tangga 3. 2-10.

bella : owh okeh2.

sha : jap taw aku nak sembhyg.

bella : okeh.

knock2 at d door.

bella : samekom. sha.

keep knocking. then suddenly, a man around 30years smile at me and knock d door behind. i juz smile. a little.

d man : umah sape?

bella : umah kawan sy. dye sembahyang jap ag dia bukak lah. (mesra rakyat)

d man : owh. neh umah saya.

his wife open d door.

wife : bru pindah ke dik?

bella : eh x kak, umah kwn saya.

wife & man : owhhhh.

suddenly i saw a baby inside the husband & wife's house. owh like it. started to play with d baby. cute.

sha : bell mane ko? aku kt bwh neh hah.

bella : pakcik saya slh rumah rupenye. (pure2 slumber)

sha : tuh rumah org bujang bell.

dem dem dem!

++ unflow ++

2011-06-01T18:35:00.004+08:00

everythings happen come together with reasons. could be good. could be bad. could be superb. could be worst. could be anything. yesterday is a history. tomorrow is a mystery. wat about today? today is suck. everybody has their own story. no doubt lah! realise dat i'm nothing special. i do realise dat. i dont want to be special. i juz want to be me. i dont want to be important. i juz need a little appreciation.

++ perodua & cimb ++

2011-05-31T17:24:00.006+08:00

dang! anatomy n physiology II clz for monday at 2.30pm. still at ampang. was locked alone in d house. house keys inside d car. luckily, contct my frens and she came for help. thnx zurish! not enough for dat, iron d baju kurung, yela kalo hr isnin xpkai bju kurung nt guard usha semcm. while iron, pap! black out. OMG! baju siket py cntek la tiada sebarang kedut, kain x iron lagik!! damn!

owh xmndi agik. kakyong suruh singgah opis anta paper A4 yg dye duk tggl dlm keyta i. okeh kelam kabut mndi. oh pns kot. okeh by 1.15pm bergerak dr ampang ke w.mju opis kakyong dulu. pass aje A4 paper. kakyong da standby kat bwh takot i lmbt g clz. sham da pelik tgok i pakai bju kurung. ganas kate dia. cis. smpi ke puncak alam diselangi beberapa jammed d MRR2 tepat pada pukul 2.40pm. (lebeyh kurangla)

ngan ain zaidin. afta clz.

owh nak settlekn boyfie plak. anto g service n monthly payment. sebelom tuh g la cimb bank. yela den xdo duit neh hah. da isi form, amek num. tunggu turn. tingtong! turn i la tuhhh. proceed counter 4. i pass d form, my ic, n also bank book. then makcik yg jge counter pndg i muke kerek, xmesra rkyt, xsenyum ask me, 'neh kene wtpe eh?' dang! makcik, i amek degree medical imaging. if i amek degree banking i xjd customer. n u rase u duduk kat counter tuh pehal? sape yg amek banking tyme kat university neh? bile da settle, xnk bg i copy form. i pon ngan selamba 'kak i nak copy 1, tq eh!' mak aih. apebende tah. bg la i receipt nye. omg. i lak ajar dia. ish.

smpi perodua. g kat akak neh. kene tg. she said before 5.30pm. gulp. rite now bru 2pm kot. urghhh.

waiting slip. owh hepy waiting. damn.

da biase ngan sorg mamat perodua neh. dye mmg slalu wat keyta i. 2nd service ngan setting alarm. dye suggest i wat balancing. *papelah asalkan boyfie i sehat!* so bout 2rat. dem. i bjet 160rm jer kot. bile mntk student price mamat tuh ckp student price xdak, tiket wayang ada. ceh kambeng.

nsb bek idok la menunggu lame bebenor. bout 3.40pm settle. ok lah tuh.

amount : 210.70rm

so today dah withdraw bout 800++. boyfie saje dah 670++. mxb bb dah 170++. house rent xsettle agik. flight tix agik. nak nanges. permudahkanlah hamba-MU ini.

* i do miss u. but u break ur promise. i'm hurt. dont u realise it?

++ ringgit malaysia ++

2011-05-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

omg. there are so many things undone. wat happen with me? wat hppen wit my CIMB account?

1. my boyfie.

2. my boyfie's service.

3. house rent.

4. mxs bb.

5. football tix. penting lah!

6. flight tix. ader purpose lah!

all those six things very important which still undone. yg len2 tuh mmg berderet lagik listnyer.

semoga yg MAHA ESA & MAHA KAYA mempermudahkan segala urusan ku. amin.

++ excited state ++

2011-05-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

i was very2 exhausted. not enough sleep. feeling headache. belly pain-aka period pain. driving all day. but i was very hepy too. went to lcct. send my radiographers. they go back to kuching n will come back at november. owh miss u guyz! very enjoy hangout together. thnx sponsor foods ghahahhaha.

go back to palam. boring. tp kene balik gak. need some rest. sleep bout 3hours. then bgon blik meng-ampang plak. hahahha. menghiburkan hati sang kakak yg sedang bersedih. g wangsa walk n bought tix for kungfu panda. so twice la i tgok kungfu panda. owh suke2!

mane x excited tu diaaaa. bekas ayaq besaq tuhhh. panda! wahhhhhhh! 1st day i tgok panda xdak promotion plak. kalineh ada. suka beribu2. 14.90rm. dala mamat counter gsc tuh baik, yg tuang air tuh boss dye kiut ooo. i suke taw. hahahhaha. da mcm budak kecik hah dok gendong jer botol air neh keliling sane sini. nak bwk p claz la. hahahhaha.

panda. obsessed la panda. panda. panda. panda. panda.

++ my panda ++

2011-05-26T23:46:00.005+08:00

of course i will b d first person yg xcited nak mampos nak tgk kungfu panda 2. panda sgt kiut, gemok, berbulu, cool, kalut n buncet! well g OU watching 3D. owh gelak2 cam hape jer tgok gelagat si po panda gemok bulat neh. owh geram2!

bladder da penoh smpi nak rupture agaknyer tp setia tunggu si po neh habes. nsb bek xfull sbb tgok kames ptg. org still keje lagik. student2 jela ramai. merpati2 m rajoli pon ramai2.

marathon movie. syok la xdak kelas kan. kalo dah dekan jd lecturer alamatnya mmg bz. tp xpon. hr2 ader je kelas. so beratur mmbeli tix. owh mamat gsc jual tix dapat yg xhensem. tp tpe dia nice. dye treat i baik. oke la. pastu layan karak plak. kenapa lari? kate org beriman. dptla mamat sebelah yg perangai cm haram. eh nak flirting gtu gua xlyn bai. pehal la ko duk sebelah haku? semak.

parking da xigt kat mane? ish3. 25min cari keyta ajer. kambeng betol. hilang lemak. peloh2 jenjln kat car park cri keyta. balik plak lalu tol singgit nam pomp gak jage tol. jrg betul dpt laki yg jage tol. kalo dpt pon boleh bantai usap2 tgn i? wtf la. ei bodoh!

teringin nak cri brg2 panda neh. tp stiap kali pon bear panda neh xsekiut panda nye. hampagas. bear panda sume muke nak sedih. susah nk dpt yg exactly cute cm panda neh. beli popcorn pon tarak promotion ntok kung fu panda. kotak popcorn panda ke. botol air panda ke. eiii.

love dis mv! awesome. luv d panda! merak tuh cantek. yg si ahli nujum tuh i pon igt jantan, betina ropenyer. master shifu pon rase nak tarik misai jer alololo comey. kiut gile po tyme baby panda. suke2!

++ money cant buy us happines ++

2011-05-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

well dats true. money cant buy happines. but in some case money is useful to make someone happy. is it? depends. kalo pomp jer dikaitkan dgn materialistik? urgh xpyh plastik sgt. laki2 pon samela. xde dah istilah gentleman kalo p dating laki byr. xde mknenyer. pomp pon kuar duit pe. well at least 50-50.

urgh recently got financial problem lor.

beli lens smpi 73rm. for 3month. pelik gak before dis beli 1box got 3pairs for 50rm jer. wth? owh different la content dye eh? ah papela. pastu pakai smggu da koyak. lens tuh yg dok melekat. stupid moron la. adoiii. i bli yg 50hengget xdak koyak pon.

minyak keyta? perkara biasa. g clz, g lik umah kat ampang & cheras, g mkn, g sane g sni. xleh wat ape. my boyfie need a petrol for his energy. cara pemanduan juga. yup. i mmg drive laju. i xsedar kengkdg. but safety must b d 1st la. especially bile family or frens ader kt dlm. i bukan jenis race2 eh. i dun mind wat others will said. i dun mind if anybody want to express & gv opinion involving judgement about my skill, technique or speed of my driving. u r free to critic, comment or judge. as long i noe my purpose, my intention bout my safety and anyone inside my car. ayat kursi sentiasa diamalkan. insyaALLAH. God always with me =)

shopping? owh ini bende xleh elak punya. org len yg nak bli brg, i yg dok shopping. dem dem dem! slalu taw. tgok jer dah berkenan mmg susah. tp kalo xberkenan brg tuh n beria2 cri tp xdpt mmg xkuar duit langsung la. last tyme bru beli beg polo for clz. beg lama dah buruk oke. zip tercabut. eleh zip jer pon. pastu bli baju smpi 6 helai! dem! ahhhh benci lah! cop cop. baju tuh mstila yg ader offer punya.

boyfie? nk byr monthly agik. tuh xmasok service agik. petrol da cite kt ats. alarm nsb bek dah ok. dah xde dah ulang alik sebok psl alarm. perodua juga bagus. trust perodua d most la. skung nak jimat duit cuci sndr. penat i nak mandikan boyfie bila dah kotoq sgt body dye n dlm berpasir2. tpe, syg py psl.

broadband? owh xde bb mmg no fb n len2 la. penting gak tenet ntok cri2 info bile nak study. yg len2 pon byk gak dahtu penghlang kebosanan an. updet sane updet sini. sbb tuhla syg gak lappy wpun lappy da slow skung. maxis mmg penipoo sng cite tp ape leh wat? puncak alam tiuh jer coverage bgos.

umah sewa? owh standad la bil air bil api agik.

makan2? owh mkn tak reti la nak berkira. kalo lapar mkn jer. tahla. arwah abah slalu ckp mkn jgn berkira. i mampu lagi. so i xrase i mmbazir yg bukan2. mudah2an.

mmg xabes kalo nk cite psl duit.
duit duit. di mana kau duit.

*currently listening to price tag by maddi jane.

++ kedatangan disambot ++

2011-05-24T16:14:00.004+08:00

bru ckp rindu sarawak norman n moureen dtg sini. epjj tesside. wah syioknyeee! wpun ulang alik puncak perdana nak pikap dorg g mkn, bwk dorg g ts, sg wang, curve n tmpt2 len lagik. xkisahla. tyme kt sarawak terkontang kanting dulu, dorg n warga sarawak SGH yg laen yg tlg n sudi bwk jln2. agpon, penah jd feveret student yg practical sane. wah~ berbaloi2. nama disebot2 smpi skung. bile dtg jer fiza dangdut mak aih xberhenti gelak. come again yaw! miss u guyz soo much!

cupcake from fiza. besday i katenye. n ntok sume.

makan2 org belanje.

teman boss n PA shopping.

owh for my besday last couple of weeks.
for mama thnx for d levis.
for siblings thnx for karok n foods.
for frens thnx for the cakes, aslan, card, gifts n many more.
thnx for all the wishes.

anyway, i hate d numbers of my age. duhhh.

recently xajin update blog wpun byk bende sgt nak tulis.

++ missing ++

2011-05-20T02:02:00.004+08:00

i miss sarawak so damn much. i do.

++ it's may ++

2011-05-01T03:27:00.002+08:00

it's may.

1. may i slap ur face again?

2. may i block u from my frens list?

3. may i walk away from ur life?

4. may i whisper d words at ur ear?

5. may i tell u dat i hate ur attitude?

5. may i absence from attending the examination?

6. may i lean at ur chest?

7. may i take ponstan again n again?

8. may i be patient with ur 'game'?

9. may i admire the royal wedding?

10. may i be what i want to be?

may plz dont come coz i'm getting older. haha.

++ so on ++

2011-04-23T02:58:00.002+08:00

complicated. yes. everything. d time. d feeling. d words. d people. bukan merungut hanya mengekspresikan.

1. exam. final exam.

standard la mane2 student pon. i xrajin study pon. certain2 subject i blasah study past year. i xreti nak push diri i ntok study. d reason why becoz if i push my self TOO HARD, i will lost and blank. so better slow2 jela. pelan2 kayuh. agree ngan abg (bukan 'abg' ye). dia ckp dye xkesah kalo org laen lagik pandai dr dia. betol ape ko ckp tuh. i sokong. yg penting i perform ntok diri i sndr. ape ader pada pointer? doakan yg terbaik. berkatilah. insyaALLAH.

2. movie.

i asyik lyn movie je. syok owh. Rio. The Roomate. Senjakala (dem xbest). ape lagik tah. enjoy myself.

3. people.

i dun understand. what r u tryin' to prove actually? try to show to others dat u r good enough? owh man. plz. y so immature? we are getting older dude. try to be cool but u're not. it is suck. totally. kdg2 kite xdpt nak puaskan hati semua pihak. dats true. kdg2 kite xpsn kite melukakan hati org lain. cn be either superficial or deeply. yes. dats true. sumtimes people feel uneasy for d way we are. let them. u are free to judge. as long i noe n care for my DIGNITY. i told u man.

4. love.

currently i dun have one. the worst feeling when sumone dat make u feel special n beautiful, then suddenly leaves u hanging and u have to act like u doesnt care at all. well wat the hell is dat? i dun have any love story. again. i dun have any love story dat i should publish and talk bout it every second of time. nope. not now. if i had one, i hope dat i'm not too much. pray for dat. (well it's up to u -none of my business)

5. quotes.

i saw this on my fren list's status on fb. i hv no idea where he get it. but i like it. he wrote, when two people in love break up, they cant b frens, as they have hurt each other. they cant b enemies, as once they loved each other. the only thing they can b, are the most familiar strangers. dats true aite? coz i experienced it. the scar is still there. it wont vanish. i dunno when. (well not only u are being my-ex. i got numbers of ex)

5. dedicated.

i give n give even when i get nothing back. well it sets me up for dissappointment. now, i juz waiting for my heart to quit. but i'm not strong. it's always on ur side. can u appreciate it?

6. family.

i luv u mom. abah, i always pray for u. sistas, i miss u and i hope we are strong enough. childrens, hey i really wanna kiss all of u.

i'm panda on fb. u mind? i dun care. hahha.

bz

2011-04-15T00:40:00.004+08:00

too bz. -_-'

++ makcik dan i ++

2011-03-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

i : sehat cik?

makcik : sehat alhamdulillah da jd mak mentua.

i : (senyum) xlame agik dpt cucu cik.

makcik : ha tu la.

i : makcik dr rembau kul 8? neh teros balik la neh?

makcik : makcik nak g perak lak. bwk pengantin.

i : (senyum) owh.. ha nak nak menyembah duli la neh? bwk pengantin menyembah duli.

anak makcik : mencemar duli la bella!

menyembah duli. mencemar duli. hurm. menyembah ke bwh duli kan? hurm. tpela at least sume gelak. hahaha.

++ jgn jgn jgn ++

2011-03-20T01:44:00.002+08:00

1. jgn kedek.

2. jgn berlagak.

3. jgn pure2 cool padahal hipokrit lebih.

4. jgn lazer sgt.

5. jgn skodeng org.

6. jgn lupe org yg penah tolong kau.

7. jgn sempit pemikiran sgt.

8. jgn perasan bagus.

9. jgn bjet hebat.

10. jgn wat 9perkara di atas. elakkan lah yer.

*i need some fresh air.

++ mataku ++

2011-03-16T23:23:00.003+08:00

td tepat kul 9 kuar dr umah g klinik opto. dpt examiner yg baik dan thn sbr. examiner yg mntk maap kpd patient. 'sory la lmbt sket examiner cacat' kata beliau. berbudi bhs examiner i neh. hahahha. syok jd patient neh. breakfast pon free. kalo gni hr2 g cek mate pon tarak hal.

masok je klinik opto tuh cm bese la jompe machine yg slalo jompe tyme masok dlm examination room mase bli spek mate. eleh da biase dah ngadap mesin neh. eceh riak plak. dosa taw. yawww.

hurm. mmg kesian la kat examiner. suruh pndg jari dye i gelak. suruh bc hurop i gelak. suruh wat colour test i gelak. suruh wat 3D test i gelak. suruh wat mate hantu i gelak lagik berdekah smpi mata berair2. erk. agak2 kalo duk tergelak2 gni tyme g klinik opto kat luar sane mau x kene penerajang. kenapa i gelak? examiner i kot. hahahhaha. bile supervisa dye dtg xtergelak lak i. neves. bukan supervisa. supervisor. itulah pntgnye english education~

examiner i tensen ke x i pon xtaw. tp siryes kot i xthn nak gelak. tah hape dye skodeng2 kat mate i. suluh2 mate i. terbongkok2 dala kaki injured. pndg atas, bwh, kiri, knn. mcm2 procedure. 2jam lebih bru abes wat test. backpain makin terase dah. next patient pon dah menunggu.

thnx to examiner yurp. silau mate i makin tggi pulak. cis. owh ye. lepasneh i akan jd pengguna contact lens yg berdisiplin ye.

*i'm not coming to see u oke. not interested at all.

++ sudah terhantuk baru terngadah ++

2011-03-15T01:56:00.002+08:00

bende da basi. da bertahun. lame. skung anta private message n mintak maap. hurm. i xkejam pon. i da maapkan. sudahlah sudah.

tulah peribahasa. dah terhantuk baru terngadah. dulu xberingat. hukum karma kan. wat u gv u get back. konon2 dibayangi mende2 silam. dah tu? dulu ego sgt. xbertempat. bende sensitip dipandang enteng. haih.

i xkate i bagos. i pon ader wat silap. byk sgt. sume org ader ego. xpyhla kate diri sndr xde ego. bullshit je. sampai satu thp hati i lembot gak. smpi satu thp i akan mengalah. dah naluri i lmbt sejok nk wat cmne? luar nmpk kejam bengis kasar. dlm sape taw? ko taw? dun say rubbish la.

umor makin meningkat. so perangai kene matang. jgn childish. ader kala perlu siryes kene la siryes. ader kale perlu sporting kene la sporting. ader kala perlu bermanje manje je la. sape nak halang. asalkan kene tempatnyer.

selfish, kedek, sombong, riak, bermegah, hipokrit --> jgn. jaoh2lah.

lately find out, i'm not strong enough to face couple of things.
wat can i say?
juz support myself as well.
must stand on my own feet.

owh. rndu abah la.

;(

++ considerations ++

2011-03-01T04:51:00.002+08:00

they talk. i wont believe. but ur flow, make me think twice.

++ life is all about ++

2011-02-26T01:22:00.002+08:00

sumtimes we try our best to perform d best. but people surroundings doesnt care or noticed bout dat. otherwise they feel annoying with wat we had done.

we cant satisfy everybody. let them with their heart devil, stupid, moron & bullshit feelings. wat is d purpose to be nice to others but at last they will stab on ur back?

sumtimes cant understand wat is so wrong to keep silence. realise dat, it is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend. it is not necessary to understand things in order to argue bout them.

it is not cool to come to someone when u got a prob n leave him/her when ur heart is fully recovered.

life is hard yawww. be strong.

++ kepentingan manual book ++

2011-02-25T02:29:00.006+08:00

what's up?

ur heart.. our passion, IJN.
IJN, taking care of ur heart.

sbb i g IJN ntok course activity. owh syok la berjln. mkn free IJN bg kemaen sdp. antara org2 terawal yg mkn kan. mlm melantak kfc lagik. owh man. cmne nak kurus? bju kurung itam kat ats neh pon da ketat taw. xmeretas lagi yawwwww.

smpi fac dlm kul 3 menghmpiri 4 ptg. pastu i pon tekan le butang ijau. eh xmau plak dia. boyfie duk diam wat bodooooooooooo je. remote alarm pon (pggil remote ke? mcm keyta remote control je) diketuk2 dan butang ijau ditekan lagik. ader la berpuluh kali tekan. owh xmo function gak.

owh man. kalo bukak manual nt menjerit la ape lagik. sbb tutup auto. guano neh? kami sume xtahu ktner button (i ckp button jer sbb xtaw nk sebot ape) ntok ditekan bile keyta menjerit if dibukak secara manual. tyme tuh ty sape2 pon sume xtaw. kalo keyta sndr dorg tawla. itu standard la. ty ana meow, azmira arbian, (which has the same brand car) pon xsure. ty mamat keje workshop pon xtaw. aik? i kol sane kol sni tanye2. iqbal pon standby. bukak n cbut bttery remote berkali2 still xfunc.

cube jaya. bukak manual. dye menjerit. satu fac dgr. memekak betol. pastu dye snyp. pastu keyta xleh stat. sbb da cbot bttery bonet depan. pastu dye bunyik balik. eh2 bergurau pulak. da psg bttery lik pon still xleh stat. i pon xphm. kunun2 cm keyta kene curi. tahla.

then bile iqbal ckp 'sape ag ek pakai keyta cm ko nk ty...' then aderla sebuah keyta lalu dok perati. i beria la thn mcm thn cab. (suke2 jer) tanya dat guy n die pon xsure. then dia offer nak tolong bwk g SA2 tukar bttery remote tuh. owh segan. dok dlm keyta cm boss. dye kate i xpyh kuar. ha? segan dowh. sumpah. then nak byr blik pon xbg. aiyak. pasneh kalo nxt servis tolong byrkan leyh?

eh bg betis nak peha. peha sensitip jgn bwk men. bakor misai kang!

pastu bai nisa kol kate keyta da leh stat. erk? hebat korg. iqbal kate button dye kat tmpt katak. maen2 eh. cube tarik katak tuh. ramai kot suke maen katak tuh.

kemudian berpindah ke keyta sndr dgn macho. menerai2 alarm dan berfungsi. sekalik i nmpk dat guy pgg handbag. eh mcm kenal jer handbag tuh. handbag aku rupenyer. noob betol tggl2 handbag dlm keyta org.

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1. kenape remote alarm xfunction?
- sbb bulan lepas g mndi sg chongkak. berendam mcm badak air. berjam2 smpi kecut2. tyme nak tukar baju kunci keyta dlm poket. sbelom neh penah gak alarm xfunction tp xbjet pape sbb bile ketuk2 da oke. tp kalineh ketuk2 xberjaya. ketuk kepala nak?

2. kenapa iqbal berjaya menghidupkan enjin?
- sbb dia baca n khatam MANUAL BOOK yg setia disimpan di dlm dashboard. care2 xnk bg menjerit. bukak secara manual dan tekan brek. itu saje.

3. pengajaran?
- bace manual book. kakyong da pesan byk kali kot.
- jgn letak handbag merate.
- jgn pakai wedges tggi sgt. terpele'ot sudah. kan da malu.

thnx to
1. iqbal - setia standby
2. dat guy yg mmbntu n belanje - student medical lab
3. housemate - menunggu
4. dan yg melayan kerenah i - lalalalala.

++ wat hppen to me? ++

2011-02-22T02:38:00.002+08:00

there's no point to regret it.
there's no way to keep thinking bout it.

sometimes people juz cant get into u.
sometimes the crowds juz not fair in judging u.

plz.
go away.

i hate dat.

but. i learn sumting today.

Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you. But you can't use that as an excuse to hurt someone back.

juz think bout it. deeply.

++ setelah 6tahun ++

2011-02-13T02:11:00.003+08:00

menatang neh ader nama. nama dia pinky bell. i bg nama kat dia tyme i form4 ataupun masa umor 16tahun. i xbpe minat kaler pink. i jrg ader brg kaler pink. tp inilah satu2nyer brg kaler pink yg i syg gile2 babi. babi pon xgile cenggini. neh akak i belang yg bagik. dye beli sbb i masok MRSM. so kat asrama i tidor ngan pinky bell.

bau dye harum. sumpah i xtipu. mcm aromatherapy. i slalu tidor tutp muke. pinky bell neh la slaloo ttp muke i. bru i dpt tidor. xpon i pelok dia. untung dye kan?

tyme tensen, tyme saket ati, tyme gado ngan kekasih tyme ader kekasih dolu2, tyme saket perot tercirit smpi pedih2, tyme sangap, tyme gayot2 kat tepon, tyme men fb, tyme study dan tyme2 len, pinky bell la setia tman i. i slalo ciom dye. sumpah wangi cm aromatherapy.

kalo kwn2 i takot pgg dye, geli kat dia. i xkisah. i syg dia. i terima dia seadanya. wpon kaler dye da hitam2 coklat2 sket. bau dye syokkkk i xtipo. i suke bau dia.

tp semalam, tah ape yg mmbuatkan i rase nak cuci dan bersihkan dye dr segala kekotoran. 6tahun xcuci. ape i pedulik? ape i kisah? kalo cuci bau dye dah xsame ooo. sebelom cuci i pelok2 dia. sayu. sayu. hari raya pon xsayu cmneh.

sgt berbelah bahagi nak cuci dia. sgt2 rase down. sigh.

ni la hasilnyer. menarik bukan? pinky bell semakin hot. ttp tersenyum manja.

cian pinky bell. kene baring atas lantai toilet yg kotor. mesti dye sejok. tp dye ttp senyum.

sory pinky bell. kene beros2 sket. mst dye saket. tahan sket ye. tp dye ttp senyum.

neh sumpah i nak ngs. xtipu. kesian pinky bell. i kene lipat 2 baru muat masok machine nak spin. mst saket kene pusing2. mesti dingdong dan tingtong dye nt. sedih2. i xnmpk dye senyum.

ha tgok2! cian pinky bell. menggerutu jdnyer. penyek2 da dia. waaaaaa! dunia ini kejam! T_T

waaaaaa. sob sob. saket la tlinge dye kene sepit!! benci!!!! terpaksa wat gni. i xnk dedahkan dia kat matahari. nanti skin dia digigit bahang mentari. so keringkan kat kipas jer.

my kucin pinky bell. i syg u taw! alolololo wangi~

smpi skung xcaye. 6tahun tuh i xcuci. fuyo! skung neh pinky bell makin wangi, hot, sexy, anggun n gorgeous. pdnla ramai kucin jantan bertenggek kat tingkap nak ngorat dye. dye mahal ooooo.

++ karok smpi kerok ++

2011-02-12T17:21:00.005+08:00

para gadis dah bosan duk umah. sebelom i g bank ngan nate bulu di ptg hari, housemate ade ajak karok di mlm hari. i on jer. nak syok g red box tp biasela student nak save budget g KTV klang parade jela. oke lah tuh. drpd karok jamban. jamban umah sewa pon leh melalak.

menjempot seniwati asma ataupun lebih dikenali sbg angelina jolie sbb bibir bengkak terlanggar tiang. mengong py pomp. gadis2 laen iaitu merai dan nisa excited dok pk lagu pe nak karok. pas tgok raja lawak bergerak la ke klang parade. oleh sbb driving di mlm hari segala lobang2 kerja, batu bata, dan jalan xsiap i kasik langgar aje. cian bf i. sory ye. i rabun ye.

antara lagu2 yg dipilih i adalah seperti berikot.

1.hukum karma (wings) - i leh nyanyi ok. kompem sumbang la kan.
2. diam2 jatuh cinta (kak melah) - syokk weh lagu neh.
3. kenanganku (jeffrydin) - terbaek.
4. sejakku bertemu padamu (sanisah huri) - bukan hanisah hassan.
5. goyang inul (inul) - goyang lagi yuk ahhh.
byk lagi yer. byk lagi.

lagu2 yg dinyanyikan merdu oleh merai.

1. diari hatimu (simply siti) - tu diaa.
2. gurls juz wanna hv fun - evergreen video clip lesbian gile. geli aku.
3. matahari (agnes monica) - pitching lari.
4. hati kama (siti & kak ani) - kemaen berebut.
lain2 lagik.

lagu2 yg nisa nyanyi.

1. pudar (rossa) - rosak.
2. tenda biru - xabes2.
3. asyik (amelina) - dangdut
4. tobat maksiat (wali band) - igt mati igt sakit.
byk lagi.

lagu yg angelina asma jolie nyanyi.

1. andai aku pergi dulu (alleycats) - terima kaseyyyyyyyy
2. cari jodoh (wali band) - sema xsingle.
3. st12 punya lagu ape tah aku xtaw.
4. asma aku lupe tajuk2 lagu ko sennayer. hahahhahaha

blik lepak setia alam minom2 kat mapley. bermesra alam di setia alam. bukan 2 alam. bukan bob mesra. bukan mesra petronas. bukan. bukan.

penjenayah.

misteri.

yogi bear.

mcm iklan pad pon ader. yg mane xigt.

badut.

muke bajet comey.

bayor2.

ngan angelina asma jolie. bangga aku gambo ngan dia.

happy. (^_^)

mata sepet. (-_-)

++ BBQ chongkak ++

2011-02-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

kames n jumaat cuti ye. housemate ajak g picnic. are ke jom jom jom jom. masing2 xnk g gabai. xnk pjt tgga la tuh. cmne peha nak kecik? cmne? cmne?

dorg da siap packing. berbasket2. 'bella, kite mkn ns lemak, burger, aym ngn sosej je eh!' owh lebih dr cukop bai2 sekalian. ahakz. owh bergerak ke sg chongkak dgn shades xlekang di mata. mcm artis sumenye.

belom smpi port, minyak keyta da berkelip2. cilakak. td 3bar kot. cis! dala jaoh kedlm. cis lagik. syok oo. kitorg jer kat sini. maklomle coti kan. jenuh le nak wat bara. sejam rasenye. sume dah gundah gulane. tp gadis2 hebat juge. selepas sejam jd juge baranye. credit to merai, nisa, sut n shida. i skalik ye (tolong kipas).

lepas tuh dtg la pakcik mintak byr. merai pun dengan semangat yg tggi 'ini bukan tmpt awam ke pakcik?' pastu pakcik berceramah pjg. kalo nak sewa pondok 20hengget. kalo xnk pondok 2hengget satu kepala. bwk keyta 2hengget lagik. so overall = 12hengget. cibeng!

sesi berbabi beratur pon bermula. sedap betol mkn. sut, merai n i da xsabaq2 nak terjun. uiiii. merai jd atlet penyelamat pantai. i je pulak tuh yg asyik nak hanyut. deras ooo. sut da risau kaki dye xsmpi. nisa n shida da pelik sbb npe i yg pling berat tp cepat bebenor nak hanyut. ceyt. credit to merai. leh masok sukan olimpik pasneh.

merai menenggelamkan separoh kepala seraya berkata dia memerang. huh da rope badak air je i tgok. ghahahahaha. sut nak terapong plak. smbil bermandi manda menyanyi lagu sheila majid. mcm2 hal.

blik ke puncak alam dengan penoh bergaya. skalik sume bantai tidoq dlm keyta. owh pntnye? hahahhaha tuh xmasok merai saket2 bdn jd penyelamat pantai. keh keh keh.

lazat.

si berat yg hanyut. si kaki xsmpi dan si penyelamat pantai.

jempot mkn.

d great sut.

penyelamat pantai yg hebat menyelamatkan si hanyut.

mam jom!

hot chef!

bara xjadi. jadi. selepas sejam.

nasi lemak untok menambahkan lemak.

teros berusaha.

enjoy with housemate.

hee.

++ MAS vs HK ++

2011-02-11T04:31:00.003+08:00

abg ipar i da remind i g stad ntok frenly MAS vs HONG KONG. tp last min dye xg. ceyt. tp g kuar lyn kat mapley. kakyong i da bengang. bek xpyh subscribe sports channel an. well sbb i xlik umah abg ipar i xdak geng. ahakz! kakyong skung dah xkesah i nak g stad. siap msg ty lagik xg stad ke? dulu2 mmg xdapek la nk g stad. skung dye kemaen sokong i g stad. owh i lap u la kakak2.

so g ngan dak2 umah amad bulu & mat kay. make new frens. kokdiang II ada. atlet merangkap abg ade. aslan ade.

dan mmg terbaek. MAS mng 2-0. satu gol 10hengget yer. sepesen cm tyme tgok mas lwn indon. 3 gol ntok 30hengget!

final result.

negaraku ke uitm di hatiku?

tibe mase jadi camerawoman.

amin barca dan aslan chelsea sesat. jai kat blakang.

2-0!

amad bulu kambeng & i.. ko igt ko comey ke? sepok kang!

pas bola mkn merapi.

so proud to be MALAYSIAN!

++ tutti frutti ++

2011-02-03T06:25:00.007+08:00

currently addicted to trutti frutti.

owh my sis da lik kg. kakyong ooo kakyong. kakyong tgglkan adik smpi sbtu. tggl ngan belang jer kat ampang neh?? owh. idea kakyong nak pthkan joran pancing abg meor mmg turvaekkkk. hahahhaha.

bgon kul 11. beria msg org 'morning'. pastu sndr pon terbongkang. smpi kul 12.30 bgun kemas2 la ape lagik. pastu teros menatap lappy. bajet nak wat asgmnt tp satu hape xtaw. waka waka eh eh. ptg bantai tidoq lagik. harineh neh 12drumstick mkn. yg kecik2 le. bukan yg besar cm kfc tuh. neh mslh duk umah neh. mkn non-stop.

belang g mkn kat muara look out point pastu g tapaukan i ikan n sotong bakar. uiii. sendawa satu ampang beb dengar. burppppp.

pastu. 'belang terasa nak mkn eskrim la. jom g tutti frutti.'

belang pon kate 'wngsa walk ader. pastu g la shopping jap.'

menarek weh menarek. nak carik cheongsam. tp hampe kat jusco xchantek la nok. tpe esok masih ada.

smpi jer tutti frutti i da jd giler. owh man. yummylicious.

ate mahey pon tpe. my treat, gendang gendut tali kecapi.

ape lagik.

i took choc, vanilla, cornflakes, choc chip, oreo, nuts, choc rise, hersheys lagik. sodap2. burpppppp. satu wangsa maju dengar.

oleh sbb terlebyh sudah tido, skung pon xdpt tido. ym ngan amir medo. lyn bola. yeah suarez yeah. mkn drumstick agik. minum kickapoo. minum frost beer smpi mabok.

inilah belang i.

kepada yg menyambut ulang tahun kelahiran, hr jd slmt diucapkan.
kepada bangsa cina, xinnian kuaile diucapkan. (wa bukan amoi aa.)
kepada kwn baik, terima kaseh kerana sudi menjadi kwn gado i hari2. hahah.
kepada secret admirer. i xminat u. plz blah. mls nak lyn ko.
kepada yg berlagak. mati la ko. lantak la ko. GTH je.
kepada kamu. ape nak ckp tah.

i luv tutti frutti!

++ green hornet ++

2011-02-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

the green hornet.

today. pagi g zoo. ptg sket hangout ngan wan tgok green hornet kat klcc. mls nak g jaoh2. siket py takot mamat neh bile i drive. da parking barulah dye bersuara 'fuh selamat smpi'. cis. cis.

wan thnx for the treat. uhuk3. hhahahhaha. sume ko sapport. aku doakan ko murah rezeki. amin.

masok mv kalo dpt org2 yg xrespek owg len mmg cm haremmmm tol. foreigner ke malaysian ke indonesian ke hampagas. well xsume. sesetengah ajer. y dun u respect others? u sorg je ke byr tix? org len free eh? stupid moron jer.

1. jgnlah jd commentator xbertauliah. neh foreigner sblah i. tah arab ke yahudi mabuk ke hape ke i pon xtaw. couple. kemaen bersembang2 ko eh. lahanat tol. dr stat mv smpi abes. siryes cilakak giler. i nk tgok movie bukan nak dgr u guyz komen. nak jd commentator g kwn ngan jasnie shafie tuh. da dato taw. xpon shaukie kahar. eh mane satu dpt dato neh? kompius.

2. jgn la nak goyang2 kerusi. gegar2 i taw. ko nak goyang2 g kwn ngan inul. goyang gerudi la ko kat mane2 ko suke.

3. jgn la sepak2 kusi. ko bangang ke hape? ko nak jd pemaen bola sepak ke? g kwn ngan safee sali xpon s kunalan. lagi bgos kwn ngan k rajagobal. xpyh tendang kusi i eh. i called it bangang tahap sapi.

4. jgn la pijak kaki org tyme nak g toilet. ko da pijak ckp sory leh x? neh x ko main redahhhhhhh jer. pakai heels 8inci pastu pijak kaki org. tawla ko pendek kan.

5. bwk mknn smpi bau2 menusuk idung. kalo bwk share la ngan org sebelah. i pon lapoooooo. mkn popcorn agak2 sket. neh dok krukkk krakkk krukkk krakkk. burok taw. kambeng mkn pon senyap.

6. jgn la bukak kasot. lahabau tahap gampang. bau la weh. smelly gile. ayoaiiiiiii. agak2 la. stokin cuci la. kaki busuk. cis!

7. jgn la duk salah seat. neh tyme i tgok cite faster. sesedap rase jer cina mane tah dye kate i slh seat. pastu halau i. cibeng. i xpenah silap seat oke. xpenah taw. bukan nak lagak. tp tarak penah. pastu bile i da alih dr seat n re-conform balik n gtaw u yg slh seat. ha baru ko tahu malu. teros lari. pdn muke. g amek tudung saji tutup muke.

8. jgn la kentut! ko terkejut mane pon tgok cite antu jgn la bantai kentut. sbelah i lak tuh. nsb bek besfren. tape. unvoluntary movement. acceptable. dimaapkan. mmber2 tadehal. kentutmu ku sedot dgn tiada keikhlasan.

9. jgn la sendel2 bahu. kalo mmber2 tpe. tersentuh xsengaja. neh i xkenal u sdp2 jer nak sendel. gersang betol padahal tgok narnia jer. nak jer bg jari tengah.

10. jgn la men henpon. silent la. kalo henpon blackberry tpe. neh henpon sendal pintu jer pon. ckp sekuat hati lak tuh. chy henpon silau mate la. haiya. nak msg2 ngan kekasih get ur ass out from movie la bai.

neh tyme lyn 3D G-force ngan ati.

green hornet besh jugak!

++ mereka bercinta biarkan saje ++

2011-02-01T01:22:00.003+08:00

bile da ader kekasih hati kwn dilupakan. eh bukan dilupakan, diabaikan. eh bukan diabaikan dikurangkan masa ntok kelepakan. eh bukan. eh bukan. eh sukatila aku da ader kekasih. lantak aku la. ko ape kaitan?

hurm. dulu tyme xde kekasih batu jemala patik neh la u cari. skung da ader kekasih nak ajak lepak siket py susah. bukan sekali, 2x, 3x tp berkali2 kot merangkap bertahun2 plan sumting ntok hangout tp hasilnya hampas. sory kekasih i xbg. nt dye cek i by friend finder. soryla jgn mrh kat i len kali ea. sory la dye nak ajak i kuar lame xjompe. padahal jompe i setahun sekali jer pon. tu pon tyme raye. jompe kekasih hati setahun 400x. sory la. sory sory. haktuih.

mcm2 peel org bercinta. ader yg da bercinta ekotkan ajer kekaseh nak ape. jd driver beribu2 kilometer demi menghantar di singgahsane. tp dibelakangnyer bermaen kayu tige. jenuh dinasihat tidak dipedulikannyer. lantak ko le.

u sebok pehal? lu langsi lu mati oo. lu xdak kekasih lu ckp sng la. mmg i xdak kekasih. tyme i ader kekasih i kuar gak ngan my pren. bergado2 menipu2 semata2 nak kuar ngan myprens. ape i kisah. i bukan watpe. my prens ader 2 jantina n beramai2 bukan berdua. hurm. ala u ckp sng la. u xde kekasih. ala kekasih baru der. bukan da kawen. lantak u la der. u yg bercinta bukan i.

hati org len terguris terhiris. ah ape kisah. yg penting kekasih i bahagia n hatinyer terjaga. lu punye hati lu kasi matila.

i penah bercinta. bukan xpenah. berkali2 i couple. siryes or xsiryes tolak tepila. i xperfect. mungkin i penah mengguris hati family i kwn2 i selama i berdouble. tp. i xpenah meletakkan keasih ranking number 1 dlm idup i. kekasih nak tuh i bg. kekasih nak neh i bg. xde mase ntok family. xde mase ntok frens. tah. i xkate i bgos. tp bg i kekasih bukan segale2nyer. da jadi husband i laen cerita. laen sgt2 ceritanya nt.

ah sudahla. sukahati la. xmo ajak u org kuar lagik. asyik2 i jer cr u ajak lepak. asyik2 i jer trun tmpt u. sudahla. hati i rajuk. rajuk di hati. ahh u ape kisah i rajuk. kalo u ngan kekasih u kawen jempot i. leh i mkn. KALAU LA.

++ hati tercalar ++

2011-01-23T14:24:00.019+08:00

owh really? thnx.

peristiwa itu. bukan soal sape slh sape betol. bukan soal patut ataw tidak. bukan soal hati ce citer erra fazira dan afdlin shauki. sabo jela. kita bakor aje. ah mengarut sudah. abaikan.

menyelesaikan masalah haruslah dengan penuh bermaruah, budi bahasa, rasional, adil, bertolak ansur dan saksama. abaikan pengaruh2 luar yg mungkin tidak cukop matang untuk mengerti dan bercakap ikot sedap mulot aje. sedap bang? ah sedapp~

dignity. respects. good communication. dats the way it is. mungkin nmpk cm bende kecik. but trust me mende kecik ciput yg u all pandang remeh temeh neh la mmbuatkan u all byk belajar and ambil iktibar. jangan pandang enteng. jangan riak. belajar idup susah. belajar menghargai. bersyukur. terima kaseh kepada rakan2 yg membantu. YANG MAHA KUASA saja dapat membalas budi kalian.

u didnt feel it at all becoz it is not on ur shoulder. it was mine.

to my darling azar. sory darl. cant join to melaka. i cant make it. u noe better. it's not proper n rasional to leave my role (where suppose i was to be) to another people. i must learn on how to stand on my own feet. my abah always taught me so.

to ayong hepy besday.

to kakak2 mekaseyh di atas keprihatinan sejagat yg diberikan.

to frens thanx for care.

to housemate. thnx for helps. really appreciate it.

to my boyfie. u cacat sket. tpe i syg. syg jugak. lebiu lah!

yaaa. begitulah flash back saya!

kiwi naga. laici tembikai. mangga naga.

makan kat sunway siket punya berlagak.
aku bersuara dengan lantang.
aku nak gelas besar.
ha pahtu amek ko.
separuh jer.
masing2 tersandar cm ular.
burp.
sendawa bau laici tembikai.
tuh tpe lagik.
yg kentut dlm keyta bau mangga tuh guano.
hahahaha.
cis.

aku taw ko xsabaq.

malu 1
L : awak org sarawak eh?
P : aah neh keyta sy.

malu 2
L : ko ader cuci ngan air yasin x?
P : limousine? aku cuci chemical wash jer.

*telinge aku bengkak yer u guys. dah g klinik dah ok da pon. cis.*

erase it.

++ 11.1.11 ++

2011-01-11T01:08:00.003+08:00

i type post neh tepat pukul 1.11am.
juz ader 5 mende jer.

satu.

i sgt2 rindukan parents i. i rndu arwah abh i. i rindu mama i. sumtimes i gelak sane gelak sini ngan kwn2 i. tp tuh xcukop nak wat hati i kt dlm neh hepy. sumpah i jeles nak mati bile member2 i bukak cite psl mak n bapak dye. coz i xdpt ape yg dorg dpt. i rase sunyi n sgt lonely. i dah degree sem6 dah. da nak grad dah. tp i pk n pk n pk. nanti i convo sape jer yg ader ngan i? adik beradik i? i nak abah. i nak mama. xde spe phm ape i rase. kdg2 rase nak mati sgt sbb terlalu rindukan arwah abah. rase derita sgt rindukan mama i.

dua.

bahu i berat sgt bile pk ader bende yg i kene galas kat bahu neh. i ngan famili i bukan org senang. kami org susah. kami belajar idup susah. arwah abah ajar. org kaye2 neh mmg xrase hape. coz lahir2 dah ader duit depan mata. tabur ajer. pastu nak berlagak hina org. eh wat de fuck la. ko xbelaja idop susah ko xtaw so jgn sesuka hati ko nak hina org. i called it LOSER.

tiga.

i neh nobody. so plz xpyh la nak jd secret admirer i. nak minat2 kat i. xpyhla. buang mase. xpyhla nak stalker num phone i kat resit dobi jersey malaysia i. xpyh la nak stalker num plat boyfie i n perhatikan gerak geri i. siryes if u dtg dekat i belasah ngan stereng lock. xpyh la kol i hari2 n berusaha nk dptkan i. xpyhla. siryes. kwn sudah. u dah ader kerjaya. go on. cari pomp cun2 kat tmpt keje u. i neh student jer. nak abeskan degree. i da deal ngan akak i. so dye yg carikan ntok i.

empat.

kepada kawan i. sory coz i senyap skung. i xselesa sgt2 tyme kat stadium last tyme. we both noe wat happened. i xtaw npe i xleh accept. i taw u xsengaja. n maybe u xpasan pon. i kuatkan diri i n says so many times to myself 'bella, it juz an accident' yeah based on situation dat nyte. but then i keep thinking of one word. dignity. respect. gv me sumtyme. it juz d matter of tyme. i serba slh oke bile jd gni. siryes. but trust me it juz d matter of tyme. sorry so sorry. u hv to noe. i really appreciate my frendship when i make frens with anybody. i appreciate our frenship very much. so sory fren. trust me. we will back to normal.

lima.

akak i. i syg sgt kat u belang. siryesly. i xtaw npe tyme cuti we havent talk for many days. bile nak balik rase sedih plak. melodi betolla. u pon taw i neh hangin mcm haram kdg2. angin i xbetol. tbe2 nak emo. tbe2 nak gelak. tbe2 cantik. tbe2 comel. tbe2 buat muke cm sial. but trust me. i saket taw bile org lain sakitkan u. i juz want d best for u. i nak u bahgia n hepy. i xreti tunjuk mcmmane i syg kat u. padahal kite adik beradik bukan kapel pon. cam u, mmg nmpk kasih syg u kat i. well u kakak, i adik. tggl u jer kakak i yg xkawen agik. so i need ur attention lebih. i nak isi masa bujang u neh ngan i. juz both of us. sok2 u da kawen u da ader laki. lagikla kureng mase ngan i. u hv no idea bape byk i syg kat u. wateva pon. u kakak i dunia akhirat. dun wory. i dun take it personally. air cincang xkn putus. i pon byk wat slh kat u. i taw. i xmo jd adik durhaka. so u maapkan la kesalahan i. raya lmbt lagik. i mntk maap dulu la.

abes type tepat kol 2am.

1st tyme type post pjg2.

++ dobi ++

2011-01-10T18:59:00.003+08:00

baju menimbun ke dobi lah jwbnyer.

tp.
skung dah pk 2 3 kali.
nak anta baju kat dobi lagik ke x.

xcool langsong la stalker i ngan cara cmtuh.
xcool langsong by saying 'i peminat u. i neh secret admirer u'

bluekkkk.
nak muntah.

rase nak report polis ajer.

report kat guard uitm ke.

report kat guard apartment ke.

++ i dunno u ++

2011-01-06T22:00:00.004+08:00

kalo ader number2 asing call henpon i.
automatik i akan jd garang.
i jwb agak tegas.
mmg slalo gtu.
if dolu2 i baik2 jer.
tp sejak asyik tokono ngan member2 berperangai celaka.
i berubah untuk mengelak dr terkono lagik lagik lagik dan lagik.

ramai jd mgse suara tegas i.

1. operator maxis.
2. panggilan drpd bank.
3. miss ann (lecturer) - maap
4. miss farahnas ( lecturer) - maap
5. sales manager hotel.
6. classmates
7. sanak saudara sepupu sepapat.
dan byk lagik yg i xigt.

kepada miss farah & miss anne.
maapla ye.
heee~

recently.
there is one guy.
dala xkenal.
he knows i'm staying ampang.
he knows i'm student.
he knows my name.
siryesly i xminat nak kenal ngan u IF u dun tell me where do u get my number.

everyday called i.
dpt ape?
abes credit je.
juz tell me where do u get my number la.
lelaki sketttt.

jawapan dye sng je.

i bukan artis xpyh nak minat2.
i xberminat nak kenal selagi i xtaw mane u dpt number i.

come on la.

++ kerana SS2 Murni ++

2011-01-06T01:03:00.004+08:00

10. sut bwk lajuuu oo. dye bakal menerbitkan filem baru 'Puncak Alam Drift' 40 juta ye.

9. 2x u-turn kerana silap simpang. jln2 ye.

8. perot berbunyi2 kerana lapar mcm singa.

7. order air bernama 'i love u' & 'i kiss u' kepada mapley yg tersipu2.

6. sut, merai & shida gmbira dpt mkn telur goyang atau lebih sopan telur separoh msk.

5. sendawa dengan kuat di khalayak ramai.

4. sut potong lampu merah kemudian ader polis mengejar. (sut lagik kene)

3. kenyang smpi loya mual2.

2. nysa tergeliat lidah dgn memanggil i 'boy' rather than 'bell'.

1. TERPEGANG TISU HINGUS YG MASIH PANAS LAGIK. terbaeklah. silap sndr ye.

terima kaseh di atas hand sanitizer.

rakan cepat sembuh yer. alololo cian dye.

++ sekolah ++

2011-01-03T15:22:00.003+08:00

hari pertama sekolah.
erk.
xdela bosan sgt.
tp.
bosanla jugak.
malas jer lebih.
dala lapar.
tula.
da bese pg2 mkn kat opis.
skung neh bile xmkn pagi kebuloq sunggoh.

ramai betol students.
yela betolla tuh.
lecture hall xde air cond.
hampagas tol.
housemate lak excited bila berkenalan ngan boyfie baru.
siap skodeng ag mlm smlm.
ahahaha.

today:
1. jgn pakai cntek2 atau merah terang cm hanna nt kene soal. hahah.
2. sila breakfast kalo tidak lapoooooo.
3. beberapa org ckp i nmpk kurus. hakikatnye mereka tertipo ngan baju hitam i.
4. mane nanad pendek neh? nazmi pon da jompe aku. hampeh.
5. kene tumbok ngan suraya bahar. baby twin da nak kuar rasenyer.

maxis penipu?
ya benar tepat skalik.
g terminate mxs lame.
subscribe mxs baru.
g klcc ngan belang ku syg.
adik beradik gadoh xlame ye.
hahahha.

ape beza?
yg lame 3GB=98hengget.
yg baru 3GB=68hengget.
haros jimat skung.
haros.
keja kuat.
TUHAN permudahkanlah.

tuh pon kene byr.
sbb xbwk box dye.
30 hengget kene.
kalo xpulang thmbdrive dye beratus kene.
mxs penipu.
i told u kan.
cari untung jer.
tp ngan keling neh jugakla i setia.
yela.
celcom xdapek sini.
u-mobile nak try mcm xyakin jer sini dapek line.
huh.

my turn. nsb bek xlama sgt tg.

rope thumbdrive yg baru. xcntek.

mamat kiut counter 16 tuh.
kemaen gelak2 ye.
nsb bek u lyn i baek.
hahha.

jerk. jerk. jerk.

i saw a jerk today.
erk.

dlm pale otak.
nak balik.
nak g keje kat SR COURIER.
nak jompe kakak2 & anak2.
suppose harineh keje ngan faizal, kak mas, kak fiza, abg wan, mr yap & has.
tp bila bukak mate.
urghhh i kat puncak alam la!

owh ptg neh ader claz.
hros siap2 la.
huarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ngntokkkk ooo

huarghhhhh!

++ my part tyme job ++

2011-01-01T21:02:00.004+08:00

SR Courier.
tmpt i keje.
seksyen 10, wangsa maju.
pg2 redah jem kat ampang then ikut duke then smpi ler.

owh.
i flexibel.
cm2 keje i leh wat kt ctu.

scan consignment notes. gaji despatch neh.

angkat nek trun kren.

mule2 gayat. da lame2 biase.

ikot despatch anto surat. hahahha xde keje.

kotak2 surat.

cuci akuarium pon i wat taw. pg2 ikan2 keli yg xcomel bermisai pjg neh i la yg bg mkn.

kakyong thnx tolong promotekan job neh.
xdela bosan duk mkn tidoq kat umah.

to all d SR COURIER staff.
mr yap.
thnx amek i keje wpun sebulan jer.
hehhehe.
i suke argue u bile psl ikan u.

faizal si naga sakti.
thnx jd kwn gado i.
thn bwk i g batu cave wat keje kat sne nek keyta u.
thnx tman i g workshop.

kak mas.
thnx bwk karipap yg sdp.
thnx byk tunjuk ajar.
thnx rajin sembg ngan i.

kak fiza.
thnx wat i gelak berdekah2.
thnx slaloo tunjuk ajar.
thnx gak rajin borak2 ngan i.

abg wan.
thnx wat i gelak sokmo.

to all despacth.
has. arep. das. n len2 yg jarang sembang.
thnx slalu blikan mknn i.
gahahhahaha.

bile tyme bz jer bos blnje mkn.
uhuuu.
mcd, pizza, ayam kukus n mcm2 agik.
uiiiii.
xtensen keje sini.
asyik gelak berdekah2 aje.

order order mkn free mkn free.

sdp ooo kak mas buat.

hope cn see u again.
hehehhe.

++ 2011 dan kek ++

2011-01-01T20:36:00.007+08:00

welkam 2011

yihu.

hepy new year.

nothing much from me.

last nyte i tdo.

i really dun celebrate it.

ahhh mls ar crowded nak mampos.

rasenyer every new year i tdo jer.

syok oooo smlm tdo.

sbb ptg smlm pnt.

rajen boyfie i tmn i.

sory ea smlm kasar sket.

hehhe nak cpt.

owh ye.

i blaja wat cake.

mlm krismas.

ngan ayong.

tnpa pengetahuan azar.

then received text from azar.

he wrote 'datang xgtaw pon'.

ala sory la.

ayong xsehat.

sje ziarah dye.

then ayong ajar wat kek.

yihuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

ha kacau ye. kacau.

antara bhn2 dye. gula. susu. baking powder la. essence la. tah hape ag aku lupe.

kaco ye cik bella.

nyum3.

tekun dan teliti.

hasilnye. mcm kek krismas an?

sdp x?

my 1st try.

akak i ckp sdp.

thnx so much to ayong n ibu.

u guyz rock la!!!!!!!

++ stadium (Part 2) ++

2010-12-28T22:29:00.007+08:00

sgt berbaloi2 menunggu berjam2.
sgt berbaloi2 berhimpit berlari memanjat2 mencari seat.
yeah.

aksi 1.

tyme indon gol. eh offside ke? hahah.

aksi 2.

mak aih bendera besaq. indon.

aksi 3.

penyokong Malaysia.

aksi 4.

merah oiii.

aksi 5.

lagu negaraku.

aksi 6.

tanah tumpah darahku.

aksi 7.

jersey Malaysia.

aksi 8.

"balik la woi. balik. sebelom imigresen dtg." afta 3 goals.

aksi 7.

scoreboard.

1. pemain indon gatal2 sbb MAS men bomoh?
bodoh ke hape. bdn ko yg berkurap.

2. rajagobal jd rajagombal?
bengong. indon terpengaruh ngan hantu wewe gombel.

3. laser?
ah bosanla. byk sgt spekulasi ko.

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

++ stadium (Part 1) ++

2010-12-28T21:19:00.005+08:00

time Malaysia Vs Vietnam.
keje i menunggu member2 yg xsmpi lagik.
sudahlah menunggu lama.
diketuk kepala pule.
udahla mlm tuh menelan 9biji ubat.
MC sbb pale dah tingtong abes pg tuh xleh nk bgon g koroje.
tp ptg semangat nk g stadium ttp berkobar2.
i pon g stadium.
tgok bola smbil lap mukus2 yg berguguran bertitisan menyembah bumi.
maseh ttp smngt sorak2 bile Malaysia dpt gol.
dan blik batuk non-stop.

time Malaysia Vs Indonesia kat bukit jalil pon i tg member gak.
tp tpe.
kalineh xde hal punyer.
nsb bek sume smpi serentak.
sementara menunggu mereka berjam2.
i ngan member2 i pon wat photoshoot.
dlm stadium pon photoshoot.
xde koroje ke hape?

aksi 1.

perot mat indon neh buncet bergoyang2 agik pastu bangge2 jer mendabik dada melintas dengan angkuh.

aksi 2.

awek neh. nak g stadium jer pon. ate pns ke?

aksi 3.

awek neh pakai legging n pakai tudung. erk? smngt ye.

aksi 4.

minah short sexy neh yg terpelok2 ngan bf dye. juge mmbuatkan kwn2 i hilang fokus. smpi i tarik telinge dorg. abg2 mamat2 belakang minah neh pon dok seronok gosip psl minah neh ngan member2 i.

aksi 5.

minah dpn member i. neh member i yg captured. kene hempok ag ngan i.

aksi 6.

lu pikirlah sendiri.

i pon turut jd mgse mlm tuh.
mmbuatkan aku mrh, emo, PMS dan segale2nyer.

++ narnia ++

2010-12-24T20:01:00.017+08:00

harineh half day yer.
sbb sok christmas.
pagi2 i da kenekan bos.
dye pon kemain galak kenekan i skung.
amboi2.

so abes keje kul 1.
i pon gerak wangsa walk.
bofyie xekot.
i wat marathon movie sorg2.
mule2 narnia.
then afta narnia straight to janin.
sbb kene tg kakyong blik sesame.

owh my darling aslan.

i mmg suke nate neh!
suke bangat!
bile angin tiop bulu2 jambang2 dye terbang2!
i teruja nak mati taw.
suke2!
rase nak pelokkkkkkk jer aslan neh.
syg sama u.
fall in luv abes.
nak pelok~

reepicheep

menatang neh pon kiut.

owh suke jugak.

berbulu2.

suke2!
kiut taw.

++ fragile ++

2010-12-22T22:17:00.003+08:00

hurm.
feeling skung mcm2.
pelik2.
i'm fragile.
yes i am.

rase bengang.
rase loser.
rase nk maki hamun.
rase nak lempang org.
rase nak membebel.
rase moody 24hr.

tp.

rase suke.
rase malu2.
rase segan.
rase xthn.
pon ader juge.

mcm2.

owh ya.
nose bleeds i dah stop.
kalo x.
everyday nilah yg kuar dr nose i.
blood.

doc said : u got very bery bad infection.

tawla.
tp infection dr mane?
cmne?
bgmane?

forget it.
now.
i da sehat.

sehat jer dpt minom starbucks free. thnx to u darl.

tggl ag less than 2 weeks.
terasa xmo tgglkan opis.
hurm.
eceh.

++ mcm-mcm ada ++

2010-12-21T20:55:00.005+08:00

mls nak cite byk2 la.

1. mr boyfie, u r much better. macho already.

2. naga sakti, u akan mendpt pembalasan nyer.

3. ikan dlm akuarium da mati. spe kene cuci? huh!

4. jgn la syum slalu, i xthn.

5. i da sehat. alhamdulillah.

6. jersi Malaysia i smart! i loike!

7. u jgn nak wat cite mcm2. i find out u xbagos mane pon. waklu lebih.

8. tron xde la best mane pon. cgi jer mantop.

9. zar & daos. best hangout ngan korg wpun skjp. zar, thnx for d starbucks. mmuah.

10. nanad, fiza, & shida. laling2. i miss u damn much! seriously!

num 4 again.
siryes la.
jgn senyum slalu.
i x fall pon, tp i melting.
opsss.

++ kusut ++

2010-12-19T21:50:00.004+08:00

come on la.
i'm not child anymore.
wat is d real purpose actually?

i am really DISAPPOINTED.

dear frens. i need u guyz.

++ my boyfie ++

2010-12-18T19:29:00.002+08:00

dear mr boyfie.
thnx for coming in my life.
& helps me a lot.

nah.
u r not hot.
u r not handsome.
u r TOTALLY OUT.
na na na.

but we go for makeover.
ops.
dats better.

plz take care of me.
i'll gv d best as i can.

++ what virus is inside my body? ++

2010-12-15T13:20:00.005+08:00

who are u?
get out!
ENOUGH STAYING INSIDE MY BODY!
U'VE BEEN STAYED FOR TOO LONG!

i'm suffering.
i cant sleep well on nyte.
i cant breathe as normal.
i cant feel the taste of foods.
i cant smell even my own sweat.

I TOOK not 1 not 2 but DOZEN OF MEDICINE.
but still cant fight up?
urgh.

my nose bleeds.
my nose skin get rough.
my lips dry.
my ear cant hear enaf.

5days.
flu non-stop?
mucus : green + yellow + red (blood)

1st private clinic
'okay. i gv u some medicine'

doc u noe wat. it doesnt work for my body.
*this is not d tyme for dirty words*

2nd private clinic
' dear, no need blood test ok. u had very very bad infection. came from some virus, some bacteria. ur previous medicine doesnt work wit ur body. i gv u another medicines. (all 6 packets n high doses) afta 3 days if u still didnt recover, come back n we do blood test for u oke. take care'

thnx doc. at least i didnt waste my money. this is wat supposed i have. good consultation. good explanation. (though i hate all those medicines)

drugs.
those drugs made my head tingtong.
and made my body little bit infirm.

i wish i can do blood test soon.
very soon.

*sakit penghapus dosa kecil*

aku terima segala dugaan-MU. hanya ENGKAU yg lebih mengetahui apa yg terbaik buatku.